just finished chatting and sending him the video.i trust he wont giv other ppl de.
our conversation didnt last long, but its all about one thing, :squad 4.
in conclusion, he will miss np.he will miss mingling around with the little innocent looking juniors.and so do i.i will come for every parade.try to bond with every sec4 squadmates and the juniors of npcc as much as i can.i may not have the chance to do so the next timei will miss them...i will miss every little things about npcc.. i will miss those times that i've contributed in the unit. those feelings that i felt.. those promotions. the moments awaiting for the promotion. the unexpected things that happen.. the SI interview..everything..
see how time flies so fast.. it just seem like it was just like yesterday that i was still the sec1 little junior. fancying seniors.. dreaming to be a CI like mdm shareen..didnt think that i've could make it to becoming SI.. i could be considering for the CI though. must all depends..
how funny life is.. i admit tat when i was around sec2 or 3.. i wished pop for my squad would come faster.. and cry .. and group hug and celebration.. and finally say gdbye.. but who would have expected tat when we have reached sec4, and the responsibilties has been passed to the juniors.. and for me higher responisibilities.. who would have thought that, not only me, but im sure, not all but some of my squadmates too dont wish pop would come so fast. we dread that day.. brian say so too.it may be on 1st of august.. it may seems thata month more nia.. but a month more only means 4 more parades for us..and brian is right.. that day is the only day we could do drills as a squad with squadmates..the day we throw beret..sighs.brian is funny.. still ask..do you think you will cry on that day.. i say why not?lols.yea.. even previous batch of seniors pop, i cried like hell.. wad more about pop with own squadmates.. sighs. the more i say the more hard its seem to let go.. everything will still be okay for us.. after 010808, although we may have pass out on that day, we will and still can go out as squadmates.. for those who willing still..lastly, i love you guys.. &my family members too of course..

anyway, this coming thurs is my olvl mt oral at peihwa sec.sighs. hopes it goes smoothly.. cos see from dor's blog.. her's seems tough..wad more bout mine..sighs.hopefully i can do it lor..sighs.. hope i can make it for olvl next yr..i rly wan to made my standards equally as his.. xD
olrite till here then..
ican assure to all my squadmates, well at least some or most that , after 010808, it will nvr be gdbye.. it shall nvr be gdbye for squad4'08..iloveyouguys..;)