was supposed to do the quiz by Elsie honey & Wen dearest, but somehow, i couldnt get it from Honey's blog. cos her blog dont hav past the column and i cant go back to her old posts. as for Dearest, she dont allow copying. so im still gonna do the quiz, after i find how to copy it =D
its been sucha long time since i last update right?seems like weeks like tat.yea. today, not really in a gd mood laa. wonder why.
oya. on WED went out with liqi to suntec. accompanied her to take her freebies of her DC. yea. cos she bought it during GSS. yea. managed to take 2 pics with her.HA.
well, didnt manage to pierce yet. in dilemma laa. i thinking twice whether want or not pierce. & i tot after ytd i made the right decision le which is to have the 2 piercings.but somehw i thinking twice already. no, nt because of what that person said.sighs.
oya. squad 2nd outing has been postponed to next thurs, 19th june. yea. before leisure camp!=] could be gg to sentosa. at first i didnt suggest..than i suggested whether want go cycling not. haha. cos i want to cycle!haha. but i go with majority laa.yea. so my dearest squadmates, make urself free on that day aite.;]

well now for my thoughts. haha. is RANDOM okay. but i can say first that its not happy thoughts. yea. especially when the time is reaching 1am. and im listening to secondhand serenade. and tmr im having bball session with AIMEI&Co. yet, im nt having my beauty sleep Dx so if you hate random thoughts or emo thoughts, than pls skip this session and kip the comments to yourself. thank you very much.

the more you want the blame to be put on the other party during a certain arguement,
the more the blame is on you, nt the other party.
the memories of 2 yrs ago, haunting me still.
i feel so insecure, having it on the back of my mind. always recalling it during leisure time. feel like telling someone, but what if it just too dark to be told.?
what if noone could accept me after the truth is out?perhaps i could feel better if i have told someone.. but i couldnt. it has been part of me.. the darkest secret of my life. eversince 2 yrs ago, i have changed, completely. i realised that myself. no, i have not changed into a perfect human being. but im much better than 2 yrs ago SITI.sighs.you dont know me too well to understand me. perhaps, thats what leading us to this misunderstanding.

thats that for now. i could add on more when i thought of more.its really random isnt it?lols. dont really have link to one another.lols. my handphone is still the best. been there when i need it the most. and my deepest, unreachable, untoldable,indescribe-able thoughts were texted & stored.yea. it understands me more than anyone.perhaps it doesnt talk much, thats why.lols.yea.
BCM! thanks for the 2 songs of secondhand serenade songs. it really suits my situation now.=]

i neednt ask much since it aint my business.
its ur life.you decide what you want to do with it.
every human is the same.they dont mean what they say.
even if they didnt relaise that what they said could have bring happiness to the other one.and now, forget it.it just seems like a broken promises to the other party.
my stupidity.my foolishness.it ended right here, right now.sighs.

ALL the best tmr.or should i say, few hours later, for you to do whatever you have to.
BCM!i need your CHAT!i NEED YOUR SUPERPOWER xD. kay, thats so lame.my BCM will say"lame?" or "sad life". yea.thats wad he always say.cya later BCM.
oya, i need to have the Paramore song.i think i will get it from NigelBrother<3.
yea. & the tsubasa reservoir chronicles songs. whoever has it, pls tag me.!i need it. been waiting long for it!thanks !=] i rejected tse Ee's phone calls.sorry.aint in the mood for chat on phone.>.<
kay, here it should be than. Nights all.
hopefully i can have a peaceful sleep
SMBI