did some changing arrangement to my blog.yea.cos i dowan ppl to knw despite the fact i did say i dont mind who seeing it anymore.
its okay. guess telling lesser ppl nw.yea.
ytd POP.had rehearsals bfore the actual thing.
but i still cock up.sians.hentak for so long. sighs.
then we headed up to meeting room at 5pm. was welcomed by soon lai, tat shuai ge.
lols. than had performance by the combination of sec1,2 &3 leading by samuel lee.
lols. Siti OI lols.
than had powerpoint slides. mostly my pic.
and they kept saying Siti again
lols.
went down for refreshments.and was like hungry.
lols.brought snacks for them too.
then after refreshments, talked .. and someone asked yihxun why so many my pic in the powerpoint slides cos he is the one who make it along with jun min.
then yihxun replied" ... bo bian ma..."
i was like beside him. and tio shock.lols.
then issued out the snacks that had bought for them ..
yea.then smth happened when wanna take the campcraft team pic. the last pic..
more like the shuai ge and chiobu team. lols.
took a picture wit yihxun.lols.he was so shy.lols
passed kg the book.
then went CP for dinner.and ate. went to skcc after dinner. then walked home with lazy gw. but must consider him for noble prize nominees. he said de.lols
went home. was dead tired.didnt have th energy to study social studies and elective geo for the mock exam for the next day. than the next day mock exam was like difficult. die.lols. and i cried during the pop. i nearly cried during mr tien's speech. but i control myself. cos Flag party seargeant major where can cry.lols. later you see me march and gt tears. like 0.0 lols
then today. after the papers, went home. rest. than 2.30pm met zehong and yongkiong at rivervale plaza kfc for group study.end up like nv study. sorry zehong and yongkiong. sorry for my lousy attitude to both of you.i thought to only some that my attitude sucks towards them and wont towards both of you since both of you like so close to me. end up, no. my attitude sucks like hell still.yea.im really sorry. i shall not fan both of you anymore. GS is as usual, but for both of you, is like you wan come , can, dowan also can.cos i dowan trouble both of you.yea. i know i've been sucha lousy friend. and sorry yongkiong for hitting you at the leg.am really sorry.
then lyn and kenny joined us. took 163 to CP and saw a shuai ge.madness.dont bother. then that kenny and me end up calling each other nerd, retard.lols. he's the retard.
lols and he treated me and lyn to cupwalker. yea frm my nick in msn, he is the retard lols. then went home after seeing them taking 83. from 7plus pm till nw im alone at home. sians. mom and dad hasnt return and mom didnt cook.end up i eating the cup noodle now. and was playing audition and chatting with eugene senior and that retard.lols .chatted alot of stuffs and learnt about some new things. he should just shut up and be quiet . since not many ppl like him.lols.than here i am typing out as fast as possible as hiccupping at the same time.my goodness. yea. and that retard borrowed the the photogenic life book from me.1 bk at kg, the other one at retard and ,1 at honey and the other one at idk? roslinda or germaine. hmms.
now for smth quite personal.

read thru smth. yea. she quite a nice person to her male friends?or is it she quite a nice person to those she is close with and nt tat gd to those she not close with, like me?idk. guess i should not be bothered since they are close friends. just have to live with it. yea. i would not say she snatched my frend, my bff. but its me who is no longer close with her. yea. its gd to see they are close also.yea. then i can concentrate better. i guess i have to watch my temper nowadays.quite bad.
and read thru my two diaries of last yr. just realised im so childish.lols. so yet immature. this yr nt tat bad ba. yea.i guess it takes one to know one.yea.nvrmd

pop le. it happened so fast. didnt even realised. so fast. times flies.
althou i pop le, i will be back still. no worries. i will visit my juniors, my NCOs.
i love them, i really do. i just dont show.im not good at showing.and pop le, i sounds so old aye?lols. i feel old when i think about it. nvrmd. so fast. like come in, then pop le.nvrmd. its time for our juniors to take charge.&as for area games day. we had 3rd. quite sad, but its okay. i know they had tried their best.all the best for next yr area game's day. &if i was given a choice i would go already for the area games day and support all of you. its not like as if i dowan go. i would rather go than sit for exams.,trust me.
k, think thats all.
gtg already.goodnights & goodbyes.
to smile perfectly, rmbr my name; SM = Smile More :)

no matter wad, pop already or not. i still love you guys.:) thanks for everything.