O lvl mother tongue oral has ended 2 hours ago. i still rmember whn i was panicking to go to Pei Hwa Sec Sch. still rmbr how panicky i am when seeing it was my turn..&still rmbr hw i faced and answer the invigilators.. the oral was fine.. seriously.its quite as easy as the passage.. like my MT teacher taught me..identify&analyse the passage..while reading,try to think of wad kind of questions will be ask that got to do with the passage.. so after reading for the 1st time, i realised i still have some time left.. so i try to think of wad possible questions could be asked from the keywords.. which is tekanan(stress)&remaja(teenagers)..then as i was reading for the 2nd time, i realise that 5 minutes is up.so i go to another seating area..saw muhd walked to the exit door of the examination room.. the moment has arrived. did what i thought is gd enough.. but i feared that i couldnt meet to the invigilator's expectation.. it was so simple.. but if i couldnt do it.. wouldnt it also meant that i no need take olvl if like tat?sighs..
im glad that everything is over already.. now can focus on other things...
just as i thought things were okay .. then the other thing has to happened again.phone call from tat person.cant trust .. than why bother to ask her own mom to takecare her children..?fck.cant trust why bother us.cant trust then why still feel tat we would help you. if your mom were to know about tis, what do you think she would felt?would you think she would bother to help you if she would know?who the hell do you fcking think you are?some fcking princess?you said you cant be bothered if noone can trust you anymore.. think from the fcking source..who the fcking hell brought it upon theirselves?isnt it you?theres a thing called conscience.. if you not guilty why admit you are?dumb?fcking attitude..i hate you.goaway.fckingchangeyourselfforonce.
callyourselfamom&daughterwhereasyou
cantevenactlikeone. i know i maynot be better, but fck.idont put the blame on others .there;s must be a reason to why ppl cant trust you..must be you.if you own up to wad you doing..,then wads the point. you don hv to fckingly act like your so pure innocent and that we are at fault like that..&since you think you can rely on ur friends more than your own family.. then why dont you fckingly ask your fckingly nice friends to help you takecare of your children!why tire mom out?!fcker.ihateyou.evenifyoumysister.
have a fmaily, but dont belong to one.. had a sister, but attitude like fcking hell..everything will be repeated.. and i can assure you all.. i would cry for the same damn thing again.. the pressure.. the stress.. and its all bcos fo her. idont even fcking know wht she thinking..her age like an adult.. but she behave like nt much like an adult.i dono why other ppl in the fmily dont have to trouble about this.. i mean my siblings.. but it always me.. fck!ihateyou laa!!fcker!

anyway enough of tat.. hope everything over ASAP.kayaking course on sat&sun.my bball session wit squadmates gone~lastminute me &kenny&gw dont feel like gg, but too bad.. has alrdy been paid..wth..nvrmd ba.. just have fun ba..well thats all ba.. update soon.
larry has been stressing us up about elementary mathematics..stress~angry laa.
angry..stressed..pressurised..frustrations..sad..everything in one.. i can hardly felt happy..sians..help me ...someone..

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