watching the beach.ball.babes show.damn nice.
regarding yesterday post.nthg much to add on.yea, none of my business anymore,anylonger.
recently i have this bad temper.&most friends become my victims.dono why so bad tempered.no matter what, start of the day, i'll be angry.it has been like a routine already.i shall change.thats what i kept saying too.end up, no.than am i someone else in my own shadow?i cant just seem to be myself.crazy talk.i just am tired of everything.i don care anymore.who see this blog.who read it.my blog, my say.sorry.but i wont be so feelingless and inconsiderate towards people feelings.those posts posted before,if offended some of you, sorry.sincere apologies.
today had nlvl mt oral @ compassvale sec.at first got lost.lols. muhd's fault.then went into the yellow line.yea. we took one whole round of red line from cp.=.=
after which i went to cp after the oral.then went to kfc.saw some nchs people there.
this is when im pissed off.
Girl;
if you're saying about me&the past,
please DO tell me directly and not indirectly.
since you already said its the past.
why highlight some keywords.
keywords like: forgive&forget.past.
you want say things about past, say it direct to my face.
i wont hesitate to clear things up.
cos its the past.stop saying it indirectly.
doesnt mean im alone and you with your friend, you can act as big as you are.
bear this in mind.no matter how big you wanna act, it goes to show one thing.
your still as immature.:)

i doubt the whole chunk that i've wrote for the girl, the girl would read until.
but just so if she read until.let her know.yea. that totally ruined my whole mood of the day.and im a heavy sleeper of late.afternoon naps lasted for 3-4hours.madness.
got to get rid of that ridiculous feeling.yea.madness.
anyway.realised wad i said on the earlier post abit harsh.im sorry.but i couldnt take it when people just say without knowing what exactly happen.yea.

no matter how many friends i've got, but it doesnt mean everyone likes me.
even the closest one can dislike me, what more about normal friends?
i've to learn to take things one at a time.its difficult though.
i have to learn and smile more.just like my name.SM=Smile More :)
noone understands me.lols.tmr having final pop rehearsal @ 5pm.madness.nvrmd.

i dono how to react to what i've seen.i really dont.why does it seems so hard to get along with people.why does it seems so hard to understand them.perhaps,this is wat the person think.let it be ba.nvrmd.perhaps, im facing too many stress at one time to understand&solve things.yea.im not a gd friend afterall.everything is..so unexplainable..&i shall not bother much.afterall i meant nthg to some of you.:)
i shall keep on smiling.i shall try.cos time is limited&precious.not worth it if waste for frowning.:) i hope im as strong as i can be.

thanks to those who wished me luck for today.loveyou guys!

With love,
SMBI