Back.lols. i sometimes felt inferior towards liqi.i dont know why.in fact, there's alot of times i felt not being like by her.and not only her.by others too.i have my own flaws that can somehow make people hate me.

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sometimes, i think tat why bother to do some things tat benefits others who dont really care for your existence. sometimes i felt like im being used by others, even in this age, in this society,in this modern society.. noone is sincere enough.. you know what hurts the most?i know wad hurts the most to me.. its hurts when the person i trusted the most doesnt have the same amount of trust in me..,back.the feeling is like, i can only afford tell the person all my problems, all my secrets, but when its come to theirs, they could afford to let out so little.sighs. why tell me, if i meant nth and irrelevant to you guys. i rather not be told then being treated like this.next time leave me out of it.since you dont even consider about i can or cannot do, why bother at the first place?!sighs.T.T let me be.

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many of my friends are my treasures. they meant alot to me.. GCBF,BCM,BFF,DDA,BB,HONEY,many more. but sometimes within some of them.. or perhaps all of them.. i couldnt felt sense of belonging in them..cos perhaps.. i dont felt being trusted..nvrmd.ignore this post my friends, i just ran into some fcking idiotic asshole prob that make me so dulan and ignored.pls just ignore me..since i dont matter much to some of you.sighs.