for the first time of my life, early in the morning, i felt like a frozen food being thawed in the microwave.why i say so. is bcos im freezing due to the weather and im showering under the water heater..
lols. okay dont know whether not it mkaes any sense, nor do i know whether not its correct.
anyway, today is like so damn cold. well, everyday has been like that.. quite cool and cold..lols
today, so far nothing bad has happened.lol. easier say, im not in that much of a bad mood. in fact im beginning to enjoy F&N's theory.lol.
mrs. F&N told me and encourage me to score well for my theory as my coursework is weak. and she wouldnt have said that if i would have give her my latest update of the coursework. abit too late to say this kind of things now aye. the milk has spilled.so concentrating on theory now.not that bad la.
first was CME. and i didnt even do EL hw lor. so i and lq was chiong-ing our hw. than mdm.y ask me and lq to sweep the floor as it is our duty. and we kept insisting that the floor already clean lor. lols. she just refused to believe us.lol.so sweep those little rubbish that lies on the floor. blame czh and yk for the litter under their desk.lol.unreasonable aye?nope, just complaining.lol.why?cos we haven do finish el hw and we thought we will be ask to stand. luckily, no routine check was being done. so im gonna do the el hw later.lol
so it's EL period. and as usual, go thru answer.i was smart enough to keep quiet when he looking for ppl to answer the questions. lol. and dawson poor thing. always tio. and one of the answer he put is something selling the eyeballs.lols
mr.g could be quiet sarcastic in his sentences.then there's this particular moment, when dawson said something, and mr.g, i think quite annoyed, say back, " is that why your nose big,dawson?" than dawson replied, quite unpleased, "is that why your body is fat?"lols. gl lor.
than mr.g walked off and ignored him. than going thru answer that time, got someone's answer,lack of one point, than mr.g use that opportunity to suan dawson again."at least it's better than selling eyeballs." very lol lor they all.
then after that CM.i was sian dao.dono why that period i quite angry. bad mood.~
went recess.. yadaa. didnt eat. and its f&n...soon its mt.
talked and slacked. since mdm.ss wan to mark prelim o lvl.lol.and its mine and muhd's. we complained its difficult lo.then she marked my and muhd's compositions and letter writing.
dono why.she say my compo and letter writing not tat bad, but i beg to differ lo.lol
then ss remedial.caught 2 ppl slping.lol.but i was not any gd either.lol. i wasnt slping but wasnt paying much attention either. hoping to recap by myself.lol.
and mr.ss, act cute with me.lol. jkjk.

as of from today onwards, i told myself to keep on smiling..,to keep on cheering up.. cos it really cheers someone up.. a smile from me, could simply cheer someone up.aint that great.i mean a smile from anyone could cheer someone up.it need not be from me.. anyone can cheer anyone.lol
today is unusual. i kept saying hi to everyone. and alot of times. luckily they dont find it annoying.if not it will be great disappointment for me.cos im just trying to cheer everyone up, and if they tick me off, it doesnt really pay to be kind eh.lol.and im gonna stay happy everyday.no matter wad. life is too short, seriously. so why frown. smile!smile more!SMSM!lolols
i will cheer up. i will try to stay happy even if im sad..lol. just hope by sayng hi to everyone, and a smile will cheer them up..haha.! madness. im obsessed with smiles.crazy.

oya, my bro friend, the one that died recently.. appeared on newspaper.. sad lah.may he rest in peace..
sighs. i dont wish to know anything, anymore. so i dont want to know, i dont want this things to keep me from smiling.so.. dont tell me..that is positively thinking. negatively; why tell me if you think i cant be trusted.i felt so stupid to trust you all this while.nono. to tell you everything, when you cant even tell me something so simple. nvrmd. i dont want to ruin my day, by thinking that a close friend like you , just cant trust me. perhaps you shouldnt have said it infront of me, so at least i wouldnt know and wouldnt have suspect anything.fck you!

and and hor. bout the spamming. it never ending but currently is us who scold the person. and i previously scold them using passerby.then darling asked why i dont want put my name big big there. then i say i scare i put 'S' then they scold me im like an ass just like my name. then she heard wrong . and scold me by using my name. S.I.T.I : She Is The Idiot. i tio stunned sia. then she say sorry. say she heard wrong. im like *heartpain*+ laughing lor.lols.sighs.tio scold for doing nth.lol

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our palm, theres lines right. its not created for nothing. well i dont know la. but my mly tcher see my palm , and say ; gd points; im a soft person inside, i can easily discuss things, and i accept people's points of views.
bad points; im easily influenced by friends and i cant made a decision fast.
yea. all seems to hit the nail leh.lol.oh well. im soft inside, so dont be surprise by how i react/behave ok.;)
guess thats all. ohmy.tomorrow's horror,; maths.
and i never even do maths hw lor.madness.
got to go.

Loves,
SMBI

hopefully im well prepared for it..Nlvl is lesser than 8days
hopefully i can do it..give me all the best wishes yea.