i had to online and update.thanks to those who tagged.make my tagboard livier. or however you spell tat.anyway, its gonna be quite random and messy.im not a well organised person wat.
been having night study recently. has started since last week. kept studying social studies. dono whether not my combined humanities can improve.mr mathematics teacher kept giving us hws. as usual i dont have the time to finishes it. so either i do half way or just dont do. luckily tmr no e maths remedial if not i can go crazy.tmr remedial is all the way for social studies for me. i think i need not go home le... until night. cos 2.30-4.30 combined classes of B&C social studies.. then extra social studies for me &heying&etc.
actually is today de.but postponed it.
i dont know wad else to say.. i understands my phone better.. :D
okay, shall just skipped till today's night study ba.. came later than 6pm.. wen called. and half way saw till elmond:)walked with him and tgt with yk, we sat tgt at a table.the 3 of us only.cracked an joked most stuffs. thanks elmond for the 2 tones. is very funny.
dono why, but that silly yk kept repeating the same sentence 3 times, till i get irritated.
you pass i sure tell you one..
imagine that, for 3 times.sighs.
he&czh sure are secretive. czh has been secretive since like months ago..
wan tell just tell..dont want dont. better still if im not included, then dont say.cos i dont want to know also.lols.im not kpo already.not as kpo as last time...stop this secretive being hao bu hao.
anything can happen. i may not make it to sec5 and you guys may not have the chance to tell me.. so dont tell me you guys got things to tell me..:) and nope im not angry.:D
see im smiling.xD

anyway.learnt the truth. and some things are better left untold.ai mei somehow knew the one i like. but a bit to late. and i learnt he dont mind i not liking him. which = even if i like him, he dont bother. i know about him.im not asking much.being friends is just enough. cos thats what i wan.nothing more.liking that person doesnt means you must be with tat person.. seeing him happy is already happy for me. i know he's already happy.. i just wan to be his friend.. given his character, and what i learnt today, i doubt there will be the 2nd outing anymore.10082008, first&last outing.my views have changed..i guess.anyway, all the best for ur olvls.we nthg more than just schoolmates.
stupid czh =X. lols
he called my hse. end up my bro answered, saying im not at home thinking im not at home -.-
ad czh smsed me..reminded me of wad has happened earlier today.its not really a rejection i would say.but indirectly ba.cos like i said, he wont bother even if i like him = reject.
but all i do know,he just wan to focus on his o lvls.:)
know why i took so long to post?
surfed websites.. and deirc.
let me deirc for some time.. and let me get over it.. i'll be okay tmr..i promise.
wad so embarassing to be rejected.nth.i tio bfore many times, i think.indirectly. and i may have been used to it.. but not this time okay.
obviously liking him is different from liking the previous one.but perhaps this is the difference.it cant last that long.and i cant even be friends with him.wth.nvrmd im cranky now. dont ask me why.

look at wen's blog. realised smth. when it comes to all those 5th batch 2008 important pics,like sch anniversary and just a small gather, im not in the pic.well fated le ba..i'll just ruin the picture.
argh!dont bother me. dont ask me why.im just cranky now. i just need my slp alrdy.
goodnights and goodbye for today.
update soon enough.

Loves,
SMBI