thought what goes wrong with the speaker.. end up realised it's the imeem volume that is so low.
thanks to those that comfort&cared for me. it may seem nthg to you guys, but it meant many to me;D
yea.from above,you can see i didnt meet to my expectations for the olvl thing.in fact, i got a grade that is far worst than my nightmare.incredible aye? so not helping**
my dream or should i say nightmare or should i say a pleasant dream, since i have scored worst than in the dream, i got b3. but in reality i scored worst than that. b4,c5,c6,d7.e8.f9. pick ur choice peeps.i didnt scored so badly till f9 okay.but since need re-take, so you might as well just say i got f9.Dx surprisingly, my oral i got dist. now thats seriously a surprise. shall work hard for my olvl papers in oct!.SM, JYS! i kept asking whether not there some technical probs with it.haha. like as if -.-
this time round, no talk but actions only. friends are there when i need them. really thanks again, my friends.. even weian ask me to SM, - smile more. thanks.appreciate lots.
went immediately to see the results directly after paper1. 10.05.saw it.10.10.
cried 10.10-10.25 depressed till then~
i dono what went wrong sia.paper is damn easy.perhaps wasnt mentally prepared.sighs.dono how to face my teacher sia.even muhd scored better than me.sighs.and he's the 2nd to make me laugh. i had to laugh right.thanks to my dearest friends, again. this time you guys really meant lots to me.idk why, but i cant stop thanking you guys.its like , now, i've fallen down, and there you guys are, trying to help me up on my feet..sweet.<3
told BCM and shahirah bout my result.unknowningly, mr rahim know i cried. perhaps i was busy depressing there and he walked past. sighs. big regrets for not studying well, i could just have clear it.. why i didnt and full of confidence back then?!sighs. words are meaningless now. even if i blame myself.the milk has spilled.BCM, as always want to crack jokes wit me. chatted with him till 9plus.yea.talk bout him later, i made a special, short paragraph for him later. all bout today.lols.
anw, cried till i felt my eyes swollen and red. kay enough bout tat.thanks to that im sick for the whole day.damn.lols.
really considering wanna go sch not tmr. omy, tmr damn packed sia.2.30-3.30= EL remedial.
3.30-4.30= SS. then 6-8.30 = night studies. im = GG damn.lols
went and return one of the SK library books i borrowed. cos realised i dont have the time to read it until the due date.lols.
left 2 books to return.yea.and went cp, yadaa yadaa. bought BFF thing.lols
and due to this , i got many things to celebrate with ppl, tat too if they wan.
BFF,BCM,GCBF,BB,D.DA,HONEY,DARLING,PRECIOUS,HPY,DIDI,PAPAYA CHIOBU,AH-NEH.DEAREST BROTHER,AIMEI,N&R(nerd&retard)ETC.
ps if i forgot. i think those not rly imprt, but a present or so. oya, still SGW, noble prize.lols.
everything is this year except BFF,BB?,HPY,AIMEI,PPY CB,Dearest,etc?lols
so got anniversary laa..xD wahaha. BCM urs is impt okay.our nerd and retard co. anni!:D lols.
this is just anni of friendship.. to see how long it could last..

olrite.now is specially short or so for BCM. somehow or another, he could read my mind.
told him the real reason why i aint going for today. he said he somehow knew and expected my answer.sighs. he could read my mind.. hmms, mind reader aye.lols. thanks for the comforting msgs.. i knew you are just trying to cheer me up..you will forever be my BCM.lols. its nice to know that someone out there knew how you felt sometimes..sigh.BCM,JIAYOU FOR O LVL KAY.DONT GIVE UP. DONT CARE YOU LIKE OR DISLIKE CHI, YOU MUST JYS AND AT LEAST GET A2.YOU GET A2, I TREAT YOU SWENSENS xD promise.lols.

next up, is the thing is out le.i know the answer. and i finally no longer care. nope, no replacement yet.finding one.but im glad to know im somewhere near ur heart ;D all this while, its not wasted although sometimes it does felt wasted.lols.but thanks for everything and sorry for everything.again.lols.

cried till i like forget there's maths hw.speaking of which, my maths prelims, is damn lor. i failed by 0.2 marks can?!!?! that stingy larry.lols. but nvrmd la. olvl like this le, n lvl how leh.lols. so nvrmd la. a motivation for me to strive for the better.lols.and i failed my EL paper2.oh watever. damn tough la.but i shall jys.getting all papers soon.gonna flunked all, but i shall jys again and again, never wanting to give up..

dearest brother, tseee, called me. first thing first.asked him, whats that person reply.. he said.. sure. why not? and the question is would you sms with siti if she sms you ma.?
hahaha damn happy.. sure.why not? argh!hahaxD happy sleep tonight.lols. oya tat person share the same bday as my cousin.like WTF.&i dont like my tat cousin can?!sheesh.lols.but im not having any paper on that paper if im not wrong :D
haha.im easily jealous. madness. hahahahah.but i wont msg tat person just so yet..not now ba.. know tat person slightly more, then i msg:D

wrote a motivation thing for me.shall post it tmr:D madness, i dono i can cope not with the night studies and all...can de la.. work hard jiu ke yi le.:D
okay.im off to bed.
my F&N is sure dead---

lastly, these are the people who comfort,advise and asked me to jys..; Serene, Liqi,Wenhui, Joelyn, Zehong, Kenny, Shahirah, Ziling, Tse ee,Yongkiong, Elsie, Weian,Doreen, . think thats all ba.anyone i missed out, sorry. tell me okay.i put de.:D

today i actually wan to curse today's date,but apparently there's someone bday today.and everyday is someone's bday..so i shall not curse it..sighs.
HAPPY 14th bday zengwei!

Loves,
SMBI