Finally got something to post about.Lol.Everyday also got things to post about.
Anyway, currently multi-tasking; playing psp and blogging while online msn, but noone talking with me at the moment.
Regarding to yesterday, i went today's BOLT camp meeting. I did said what i felt, touch my heart, D said.I said i can put in 75% as i want to give a chance to those who didnt went for instructor before, but BB's more lower and her reason is okay la..I was prepared to be chosen out. I dont know why i kept smiling, like as if i will win something like that when mdmYF said the result. In the end, im in. And the old times begin.Meetings again.
I dont know why. I sort of knew i will be in, but after what i heard about their comments, i think i dont wanna be in. Cos to me, i do is got reasons one. And i told D bout it, he said this kind of things is hard to control. Sighs. I should have said something more worst.. Perhaps, I shouldnt even have come.. Wth, dont bother. It's already done .Maybe it's time for me to take the comments as a positive thing ba. I mean look on the bright side? Maybe, maybe not. But after this, it really totally change my point of view le ba?Or maybe im too sensitive and sentimental, just like what the others said. Whatever..
Ate lunch with D. Nice.Lol.Today Emaths teacher very.. (...). I got nothing else to say already.Lol.

Okay, this is side views of my mind. Own thoughts..
What if what im thinking come true? What will i ever do? Just like you said, let it be ?But i wont ever forget you?Is it just me&my paranoia&my thinking too much, or is it really happening?Lol.I dont even know. Things aint so serious as it seems, but i just wondering if it really happen..,nothing will ever be the same again,between me&you.That i can assure you..

Alright, done with that. Gonna start doing some of the BOLT stuffs for tomorrow's meeting..Than read the book D bought for me.. Oya seems like i didnt update much.. Gona update k. Bout my outing with D&BFF..&of cos my outings with D..&the surprises D give me..
Yep..So thats it. Nights all. LovesLoves!;B

Loves,
SMBI
;B iLoveyou D (;

So near yet so far..