feel so bored now.. just now frustrated, so dont feel like wanna blog. so here i am, back again.. Feel better already when mr.c called me ;) awaiting for his call now.. while he on his way home...

He working very superbly hard now.. work now.. next week training.. then work at john little.. pay also high. but pity cant take out. haha. What matters mr c is okay.. Cos i dont wan anything to happen to him.. i cant do anything much also.. i wish i could massage him every day after his work that is.. see he work until so xinku. i just realised, time do have its pros and cons afterall.. after so long being with him, its only natural for my feelings to grow for him as days goes by.. Luckily i didnt let him go, if not it will be wasted, once and for all..

anw, when we met for short while, it will be less likely for us to argue or whatever. spent more time with him, will have at least one arguement. lol. but no matter wad, it will be okay at the end of the day.and i dare not argue with him anymore,cos yea, 4056830446 ;)learnt this from one of terence's msg and wen.. anw,later playing sushido with mr.c and perhaps, ms.lim wenhui ;)

Dono why i had this negative feeling towards someone. no worries, this person aint someone i close too. just think that.. nvrmd.. shant say. that person doesnt have anything negative towards me also.. so for now, dont bother. yea. i only share my thoughts to those im close too ;) till then, happy waiting what im thinking. waiting for mr.c to be back. then off to play.. haha. time spend with mr.c nowadays always so limited, but i must spare a thought for him ma. he need slp early cos he need to wake up early for work.. now watching by my side drama. very sad..
update again.. thats all.. haha

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xoxo,
SMBI