{ hi all. here is the 3rd of january of 2009. the post that cant be seen.}
Hi all. Apparently it seems like days i have not touched this computer. Like seriously, DAYS.

Cause it all due to my 3rd sister fault. Dropped the CPU, for 2 times or so. Then causing the whole computer to have troubles switching on.So damn pekchek.Anyway, dear bought us this couple ring. Okay la. Not that bad.lol.my first time(: and i cut hair. soo short.lol. and mr cheng, on the first day of school alrdy got caught by mdm yeo due to hair long.lol. hmms, not much study on first day, except for F&N. not rly am pleased half way thru the lesson. i lost my draft now. no not lost. my draft is being taken away and how am i suppose to do my coursework part b?nonsence. i alrdy nt so gd in that sub. you knew it urself. yet.. ahh.!whatever.worst come to worst, history repeats itself. like wad mr rahim wrote on the board " those who never learn from history are bound to repeat it" or smth like that. but i rly wanna giv it my 100%. wanna giv everything i've got to every sub tis year.Though im nt that gd in most of it.Cause this is the final year and i wanna giv it my best. Anw, just gonna blog wad i can. 1st day of school, falls on friday. ZZZ boring lor. should be like 2010. 2nd jan falls on sat. then monday then resume school.lol. i wished lor, i tell you. but too bad. next yr alrdy will be awaiting result. lol. anw, ytd parade, presenting our 4 new comer of instructors, CHONG DE WEI KENNY, Ngoo Tse Ee, Soh Guo Wei, Cheok Zhen Hui. Anw, Mr Chong ytd&today, guailan me alot.That fag. I asked him to seat beside me to teach Elementary Mathematics but "Easy Mathematics" to him. Then i tell Wen, " eh im his true friend man." And guess what Mr Chong replied. "yea, bastard"jokingly la of cos. that idiot.then i punched him at his hand. lol. then he said" what. its normal la."walao.Then today i go disiao him. Since we have the photo album of all photos, i go disiao him with someone picture. i showed him 2 of the photos. and he said" u F la. " or etc. then here comes his guailan-ness. he also look thru the other photo album nad come across one pic, and showed me with a full excitement, " eh here here!" and so i look and say" huh. wad wad?" only to realised, he started laughing alrdy and that he just pointing to quadrangle in the photo. i was so embarassed i hit him like i always hit mr cheng.and he said "eh pain ah" finally i said, " i demand you to get away from me." lol. very lol right?then he said, " wa. demand seh." i ignored him. and oh! before the booth was set up, somehow or another, 3 sec5s helping out to rush the juniors out. and mr dewei is inside the np room too. and he walked directly infront of me. i asked him, "why you so tall?" then he guailan-ly replied," i was about to ask you the other question" like wth.lol. we laughed. and without fail i beat up GENTLY(: anw, ytd is hilarious. we were greeting mdm yinfang. and yongkiong is very kan-chiong spider. or however u spell that la. he left his SE hp behind. although is near us, i said pass to me right after Cavin told me. Cause i scared anything happen ma. and then after greeting, we went back to our seats and he continued to do his homework. yup, he continued without feeling anything amiss. then after some time passed, he realised and search for his phone. not chaotically la. i only realised when our eyes met. lol.then he started saying " eh give me back la siti. dont play" then i said, : finders keepers, losers weepers. lol. like small kids lor. lol. then asked mr cheng to teach me inequalities. which i still dont get it. and he guai lan too, and try calling yk's phone. sadly the phone is with me, in silent mode. so when i saw his name on the phone i said boliao. he laughed and asked me to change it to loud mode or wad. so i did. had difficulty thou, cos nt really used to it. haha. then i managed to change it alrdy. he called yk phone. lol. this is the funny part. yk look and say " oh fck.." while taking the phone from me, and went to see the miss call, and slowly look at zehong. lol. they went for catching. childish hor. lol. guys, somethings just will never change about them.haha. and of cos before that i played around with yk's phone. like pretending to talk on phone la. whereas actually like talking to ownself. lol. anw, aside frm that i cried after putting down the phone with my friend since sec1. Muhammad bin Jamil. sigh. i asked him whre is he since i didnt saw him. we talked for few mins on phone.then after putting down, i go to Wen there, and cried. Everyone, including that mr Kenny, asked why. they are totally puzzled. yea. i cried cos i'll definitely miss him. he like really my adek you knw. like my little twin brother?yea. after parade, i told him we must keep in contact. but no response. im sure he received, just that he didnt reply like usual cos he lazy.haha.anw, sidetracks for below(: my dearest Wen; dont be sad alright. i'll be there whenever u need me. you knw the situation the best k. so dont be sad always.i'll be there if noone is k?thanks for the breakfast too!(: smile always(: my boy; i really dont know whether not i should type it out or just write it. im nt angry.. just so.. idk. maybe im nt in the gd mood. anw, life back to school and cca. definitely not use to it. why i always felt that im extra among of them or a sore in their eyes. maybei should stop bothering. should stop being bothered.this yr also last alrdy.im so involved. why? can i not be. sitting for Os. maybe i shall get excused or smth. afterall, if gg poly, cca points cant help much. sigh. im rly stressed out alrdy. sigh. cant relax this year. am so tensed up. i scare i vent my anger on dear.. and cause us to break up. sigh. had a talk with dear.haha. can see he rly worried about me. sigh. gotta jys. and of course nd some hlp too. like from kenny, dear. and any1 else?haha. 1st day jiu i stressed le. like nt use to sch life. zz. laziness coming again.aha. nvrmd i will jys de. maybe just so tired thats why. olrite gtg.nights to all(:
Goodnights & Goodbye
SMBI(: