i really don't know what to blog about today.had a mixture of feeling. sad and happy. lets blog about happy. today just went out to liqi's block there and wait for her than we together go rivervale plaza to photocopy the F&N draft. uhhuh. after that went to the posb and let her do her deposit and transaction.after that went to mac, eat. soon, around reaching 7.30pm, i sent her till her block there. while walking, we had some jokes and laughed. i dared not to list out cos fear i may offend people with the joke, while actually not la.anyway 372 home. and was playing with nephew, when suddenly wen smsed me. bout something and asked me whether i can online. so i online. and go to some blogs.. i really dont hope that will be the outcome for me and dear too. cause i felt stress yet im nt doing what mr rahim asked me to do, 5hours of studying.im nt someone that has self discipline sia. dont know how to control myself either.as in discipline.sigh. dearest, dont be sad alright?life for them will be okay, so dont worry. im sorry im nt much of help for you just now. anw, kG said smth during ytd chat. haha. lets hope can la. cos i dont mind. anw, whenever he online and when talk to him sure fun one. hahahaa.
and and that kenny!still guailan me. walao!lol. talking with him now. and he told me bout the picture thing. walao. hahaha.actually he wan gl wen too. luckily for him, she's offline. if not, he gl her, than fight. than he die. lol!

should i ever be involved again?i just dont have that sense of belonging any longer, anymore.
people treat me like a sore in the eyes. have i ever done anything so badly, so disgrace to them?if so, tell me, though im not someone that likes being comment. but i think that i can control. just tell me nicely, and i wont mind.but if i hadnt done anything wrong, whats with the way of treatment towards me. it really hurts you know. like you treat someone so close, so good, and after few months. they totally changed. no, this doesnt have anything to do with my own circle of friends, but in my cca. i guess you know who you are, but sadly, they dont know my url. neither am i intending to let them know. it'll be much of inconveniences. anyway, even they read, i'll confirm plus chop, they'll do nth. cos im nth more than just a norm friend, a cadet.a friendship with me, is nth.so i just dont bother. no, i shouldnt anyway. and they, im sure i have no right to ask them to talk to me like im close to them. maybe we are of different worlds and cant click. sigh, nvrmd. with these, i shall say, i prefer other people who is same age as you. yea, those that we can interact very well. and with my paranoia, i hope this is the true friendship i had, cos i dont want be a sore in his eyes , cos i know i really cherish and treasure having him as my friend. he too, whom i can treat as my brother, or aclose friend. if the truth were to be that all this while is just a pretence, than i cant be bothered.like seriously. but i really hope he will just treat me like a true friend, and all this while is true and genuine.
and nope kenny, i not refering to you!HA!cause your really mean!hahaha..
and i found out i can type faster when pinning my thoughts down. haaa.
alright i gotta go soon. cos i havent do any hw at all. damn tired. saturday and sunday seems really short to me.damn.haha
lets hope the UG camp will be just fine for me..

Goodnights & Goodbye

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