this hols, has been slacking around, till today, i start to do hw. abit too late for me la. hope can finish all hws(: like i said, im a good girl. lol! what does icebreaking game clearly means?Does it means its a game that can break the ice which actually a barrier that making the cadets to not interact with one another?if so, even a simple captain ball game should be the trick right?haha. im not gd with thinking and planning. dont even know why im in operation team last time.Z.Z
Anyway, below is for dear. anyone wanna read, just read it then, since it's exposed.lol.

Miscommunication is what we always face, dont we, dear?
Ha. And on top of that, its a neverending cycle. Always either my fault or your's.
How should i phrase it. There's isnt any clear things between us, be it during communicating, expressing feelings, or whatever, thats the reason for this miscommunication right?
That time, NORM friend, blame me for my harsh words towards you. I understood. But to look back all those time, hasnt it has always been my fault?Cause you WERE just too nice to me..Seriously, no sarcasm here.
But yea. today no messages from you yet.Ytd msg, till argue.Ha. Told you, it'll never end will it?
Till we clear things out, but i dont know how.
It time for me to put my words into action, No matter whatever happens, i'll continue to smile(:SM
Action speaks louder than words. i look back into those msgs of your's that i saved, its much sweeter than ytd. 27012009, it suppose to be a smiling day for me, but i hardly smile.
The longest, yet...
Ha. I shouldnt say, cause you will misinterpret what i said. So lets wait till the right time comes, than i shall say alright. Yep, im not happy, neither am i angry like yesterday.
I hope you enjoy ur EARLY slp yesterday. Just like you, im learning not to bother my partner so much during the hols.
Yup, i cant help but to think so much. but thats me. you know me too. but your tired of asking me to dont think so much, dont you?
bff said dont assume what i think you're feeling is exactly what you're feeling. but i cant help. and also she suggested this heart to heart talk. but can this silence wait till that talk existed?idk..
i dont wanna post bout ytd. Since everything is my fault, why bother.haha. im randomly saying this, cause i dont even know whose fault was it anyway.
i wont start all those detailed things, cause i will get emotional. lol. and may exaggerate, and ..yup.
Sometimes, i really want to know what you thinking... Really wish i could know by just looking at you. save me all this paranoia im gg through. Save you from asking me to stop.., harshly.. was it or was it not?to me it is.nvrmd.
Anyway, thanks ya.

Happy 5th month anniversary, boy.

laughing off,
SMBI(: