tired

hi all(:
today may be the last day i blogging. no, not grounded or cant use,
just that i'll be AWESOMELY BUSY nowadays ba.
even if online, may not have the chance to blog(:
anw, im tired.
tired physically and emotionally.
tired of everything. just dont wanna bother.
told you what i wanted.
some things left unsaid, still.
guess i just..
hmms.
anyway, let start off with today.
heard there will be a school anniversary parade.
WOW.
wondered why only me & yk just need to go for the meeting.
is sort of we represent the sec5.
and, we will be in the supporting contingent.WOW.
but i thought SIs cant be in the squad.
whats more, uhm, sgt or ssgt being the contingent commander.
no, before any of you make any assumptions, i clear it here first.
1. im not trying to show off my rank here. cause getting SI is nth to be proud of.
2. im just saying what im thinking. if you dont like it, can just cancel this window straight away. short cut? alt f4.

k, anyway, as i was saying. we heard from last yr that if get SI cant go into the parade.
and now we are like in the parade?k, not necessary that the sgt or ssgt be the contingent commander, but like wth. i know she wanna give a chance to all sec4s. but no nd to until like tt.
i feel so demoralised. feel like i get the rank for nth.if we go there just to maintain the attendance of the sec5, i rather not be there. but maybe she dont know. see how then. training will be on thurs. half u. these trainings are for sch anniversary. only those who attended 90% will be chosen for the supporting contingent. red cross organising.

aside from that. i was so tired today. i didnt realise till i nearly doze off while playing viwawa; sushido. lol. twice man. but wth. i still won.lol.
k, im off. gonna eat and do hw.bye(:

i'll definitely miss the old times we shared.
although its not over. i dono whether things will be the same or not.
i doubt it will.i guess.
like i told u, i hate myself more than my worst enemy does.
till then, iloveyou.