today is very a rough, tough day.
just like a roughpuff pastry.lol.
its so hard. stayed under block few hours just to settle things with dear.
one point, this, another that.
so frustrating. guess too stress out.
now, i want this, you dont want.
yet you want that now, and im confused.
learnt so many truths on one moment. thought i would faint any moment.
learnt the things i dont wish to listen.
fck you,and your racist comments. what makes you so good to say me?
bcos of you, i had a rough arguement with dear. really couldnt hold on too long.
this will last till some time...
and people, if your not happy with me. just say infront of me. not behind my back.
i cant receive comments wholeheartedly, but i rather that then hearing its behind me.
those who i trust, just make my trust for them, decreases.
it felt the whole world against me..
ima gonna clarify. aint gonna take it down.
you said bout black faces. you wanna see one?fag.
i rly start to regret certain things i've decided.
i just want my bcm, bof to be back.
im a selfish person.. i just want that friendships back.
alright gtg. R&D time alrdy.

You aint any better from those low life people.

Boy if everything is my fault, sigh. just say alright?
dont keep it till the end.. cause once i know, it will be the biggest blow to me.

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talk to BCM and BFF regarding this.
felt rly REALLY much better.
Thanks(:you guys rock my world(:
3cheers to you two(:
ate at LJS, thats when Weian and Nelly,& friends, joined in.
ate hao le. despite few hours ate hao le, went home after the crisis, and mom cooked for me noodle.the slides which Mr rahim showed earlier, really make me not want to waste food.
so full now. left one prawn. zz.see how ba.
Alright officially off from COmp.
wish me luck ppl.

Saying me, doesnt make you any better, like seriously--
SMBI