today..
finally after sucha week,
went to sch with dear(:
received news mrs foo, cant make it due to not well.
hope she recovering soon, really need her!!!
dear have this NCC outing(:
am glad for him, cause it is so enjoyable!!
yea, changed phone with him..for a day.
he has his reasons why laaaaaa.....
anw, after doing interview at one of the childcare at hougang,
(thanK God, u allow us(: )
went home with bff(:
sleep, eat, watch tv, pay bills, meet dear at CP, changed phone back, was sent home,
and dear nvr reply my msgs.
i know why.
his parents are angry at him, scolded him.
im sorry.
dear was rather angry on the way of sending me home.
he some way or another, smiled.
i'll always be here if you need someone dear(:
saw until NCHS,
was really worried and interested to know what is happening in the camp.
yep, they can survive without me, or my presence.
however, i still interested to know..
its an unavoidable feeling, you know?
being in the CCA, for 4-5 years,
been to almost the camps IN sch,
im interested to know.
if some were thinking, i should have just gone and save myself from these thoughts,
you are wrong.
i have my reasons for not gg.
thats that,and im not regretting it.
it may be the last camp, it may not.
why, should i go, to a place, where, i dont even feel respect?or belong?
why go for a day, when its a camp?i rather go for the whole camp.thats me.
dont like to go halfway, unless gt reasons.
im angry, yes. disappointed too.
but i'll leave it as it is for now.
dear say i should have just go...
told him why, and he wasn't really into the mood, so i dropped the topic.
this time ,really spend time tgt, as short as it is..
and he went home. really worried, if anything happens..
dear, im sorry, if it gt to do with me.. :(
i really dont wish to cause u any trouble. im sorry if im the reason why u are facing these problems...
changing blogskins..! :) :)
found one, which dear may like:)
really hope when he sees it he would like it:)
oya, nearly bought twilight DVD just nw, just bcos it have the notebook.ZZZ
didnt, cause dont wanna waste $$
furthermore, in the time to come, the price will decrease, i believe.
especially when, new moon are in the process, i guess.
haha..
and the durian pancake, at CP also have. so no nd travel to AMKhub, for it(:
before long, long queues will be at the pancake shop.
no wonder i thought i had a dream of durian recently(:
alright thats that for now,
gd nite sweet dreams all.
gonna watch the ghost story at chnl U(:
oya, there's this flag day on wed. damn tiring.
hahaha, but fun and could be frustrating at times.haha
alright, im off.

Baby, i love you. i'll be there if you need someone k?*muacks
SMBI