bad day

Tell me why i cant be angry.
mom blame me for not knowing how to cook. for not learning.
yet, even when she tell me what are the ingredients, and i ask her, what is that,
she blame me more. she nvr teach. and is my fault?ya la ya la. today all my fault la.

and to that MDM who show me that black chao da face today!
i CAPS it so its is clear!
I AM SO SORRY THAT I DIDNT GREET YOU. YES MY FAULT. I SHOULD RIGHT?
WHO THE HELL I THINK I AM. LETTING JUNIORS GREET ME, BUT I DIDNT GREET YOU. AFTERALL YOU ARE A MDM. IM JUST A SI.

I AM SO SORRY FOR SHOWING SUCH A BAD EXAMPLE TO MY JUNIORS. IM NOT BLIND, NOR AM I THICK SKINNED. I KNOW WHATS HAPPENING.
I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS RANK, BUT PERHAPS IT IS A CREDIT TO MY CONTRIBUTIONS TO THE UNIT. HOWEVER, ITS NOT MY FAULT. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN LIMITATIONS. IM NOT WHO CAN MEET THE EXPECTATION OF SOMEONE WHO DISLIKE ME. DONT LIKE, TAKE BACK THE RANK. YES I WILL MISS MY RANK. HOWEVER, I DONT DESERVE IT. I DONT DESERVE THIS RESPONSIBILITY. i love high ranks, great powers. but not those come with huge responsibility. Great powers comes with great responsibilty, is not for me. not for this. not now.

I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT ATTENDING TODAY'S PARADE. FIRSTLY, I GOT O LVL PRACTICAL TOMORROW. SECONDLY, I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING. INFUENTIAL IS GREAT. THIRDLY, I CANT BE BOTHERED.FOR NOW.

AND, I THINK THIS IS THE LAST, LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I AM SO SORRY TO BE A DISTURBANCE TO YOU TILL YOU NEED TO SHOW THAT BLACK FACE AND RUIN EVERYBODY DAY.

Man, thank God for the fact that today, i forgot to wear my spectacles. if not my day will be ruin with seeing that black chao da face. fck!
so what im SI? there will be 2 new SIs. be happy la sia! you no need show black faces!
like got people want to see like that.
nothing is the same. dont expect me to come down anymore. i wont. i wont .
i dont feel belonged. so i wont bother. HA! i can bet you wont ask me to come back. i also cant be bothered to come back.no worries.

going out with baby tmr.
wish me luck for tmr practical ppl.

SMBI