happy 21 birthday, brother(:

Happy 21st birthday, my big and only brother(:
i really hope you enjoy your day today, although, there isnt any celebration.
i hope i could buy you gift somewhere this year..
and i love you brother. i dont really say it.. but i do.
your my one and only brother.. and i wouldnt want anything to happen to you.
so take care okay?

it has been rather hard lately.. baby had his a maths tuition already. and idk whether he eat le ma. what he doing.. baby. i miss you. all i could do is to imagine the future with you, and no other guys. just you, with my friends.. with my family..and relatives..(:

anw. guess Judgement Day really coming soon eh? dont know who said that, the world will come to an end on 2012 due to the global warming, i suppose. however, they made this prediction without knowing whether it will be better or not for the whole world. and i suppose they did not know whether the world will hit until any sickness or diseases. and now, as reported recently, the swine flu. contagious and dangerous. today news just report that singaporeans already buy all the vacine related to flu. thermometers too were sold faster ba.
does this means, the world really coming to an end?Mom says cant go out like this. she and i both shared the same opinions. the same air would travel from one country to another. bringing the disease along. wouldnt sg too be hit like that? prove me wrong pls. someone.

i dont use the term 'bitch', cause its just too vulgar.

maybe its best to stand from afar. its best to not to interfere.
but know whats going on(:
apologies..

tomorrow labour day...happy labour day(:
staying at home..

man.. i hate life.. dono why.. just too many challenges..just need to take things slowly at one time. step by step?slowly.. man man lai..lol.

alright. gonna play while i still can(:
and eat my supper/late dinner..
recently appetite not really good, not my mom's cooking not good. her cooking to me, has always and will always be SUPERB(:

actually today was supposed to meet bff at 7pm, after her prac..
help her eat her food. guarantees halal.lol.
then play a game too much.. pokemon(:
too tired. slept. till 7.45.
saw her msg. 1 hour before.lol.
end up nvr meet. cause she got tuition.. or she stay at home cause too tired..
aww.. what a waste. i really wanna taste her food lorrrr...
lol.
kla. thats that.

good night&love by;
SMBI(:

the truth hurts.. but it has its side effects..
i begin not to bother.. but why you kept reappearing wherever i am?
lol. just like last time. nothing change when this kind of things occur..
but its okay. at least i know and saw the clear line..
siti, dont keep expecting.. you wont get it.
so, just dont bother.
Now. people do you know why you dont get what you want or expected to get?
cause expect the unexpected. cause usually what you expect wont come true..
and what you dont expect will come true...
lol. okay. lets hope this doesnt apply to all cases..
maybe a little or not on academics la..only on those like love things?
lol. idk.
gotta go.

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iloveyou.
silly smile of my jacob black.
Rafael Nadal just too handsome!! 22 yrs old..(:
Edward Cullen. where are you?(:
ChengZehong; iloveyou
&to everyone; my family,friends;iloveyou(: