Moody day

Something did happened today.
Your words, will forever be remembered.
Be it good or bad.
However, things will change.
Idk how many million, billion, trillion times i said this.
but idk. i just believe it will.
Surprising, i just cant cry like how hurtful it is.
not that i cant. i can. just maybe. too immune already.
and perhaps, expected. nola, its n o t that hurtful la.
yes, i understand your explanation. someway or another.
but being as stubborn as i am, being as unreasonable as always,
i just take it as what i take it for.
put the blame on me people. just put. it aint the first time. it wont be the last either.
cause always when theres arguement between me and boyf.
people will say, just be understanding abit. he's new to this.
but be more understanding to me. till when am i suppose to be the one understanding all the time?
so ya. the fault lies with me always what. so just put it on my tab. it aint gonna make any difference.
like whatever la. im always the unreasonable one, always not the understanding one.
like i care. those people are not in the scenario. dont even know what happened. anyhow assume. anyhow say.well, if you think you ar right. then so be it. if that make you happy somehow, then so be it. what makes you think i friggin care anymore?

another thing. friends. i dont talk to people who dont talk and show me attitude. get it?
you show me, i show you. as simple as that. but till now, im just being myself. just abit not satisfied. wanna know. ask me then. but you shouldnt. cause you got ur friends. be it that way then.

today. got chosen. for reserve of emcee. dont care already. np also i bo care already. why?
no respect. not serious. as simple. you dont care me, dont respect me. why should i even bother bout you? ask yourself then.

for the time being. just wanna be myself. studies matters now. family matters now. nothing else.

yes, i forgive you. but perhaps, things wont be the same. perhaps it will change, perhaps not.

SMBI

editted:

something wrong. again. just the wordings now. whatever. dont wanna bother. can read jiu read. cant then, dont.

goodnight & goodbye--