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today. disappointment, frustrated, restricted, controlled.
and just had fun with BFF.
i just need you now, baby. thats all.

jumbled up words.
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im so sorry. really not in good mood. i need go. for hws.
outing?guess when i really know what and where i want to go then i'll go.
if not, leave me out of it. so your plans wont be ruined.
andohya, baby is just so fantastically fine, when i was so worried at him.
imagine if i never call his home. and he never check his phone.
how long would i be worried.?
yea. im glad your safe, of cos.
but with..nevermind.
you know, when you in ncc, and with friends perhaps,
when your happy, im happy.
im happy to see you happy at a distance.
when your happy around with your cliques, perhaps, thats the true meaning of happiness.
like what you said, friends have their way to make you happy.
and to me, i dont. i only bring you the opposite of happiness.

you know, today aint a great day.
entered this 17 Again quiz, and didnt win.WTF.

i entered alot of things, previous post.
only want to save it as draft.cause its hurtful to others.
so summarised it in a simpler way, so ppl wont know.
aww. how kind. whatever. i cant be bothered.
my perception of you has changed, and so does our friendship.
i sometimes, just wished i could be direct and dont care bout people feelings and just say things out.
why let me suffer just bcos people like them?

im ending it here and now.fck everything. fck today.
all i need is just..something now to make me happier.
you aint in the least bothered.
should have known.
you must have thought, i said it just because i miss ya.
that aint the only reason. but its okay.
i need rely on myself.needa be strong.
uoydeeni,
but you dont.

SMBI