Words, thats are difficult to be said

Home, alone.
Fine as always. Like, what could happen, eh?
Burned my tongue. Yea, nothing much that should be worrying about.
Yea. Needa find another person.
Relied on you too much. Far too much.
&now you ask me to find other people to couch me, when i relied on you the most.
Everything, just you.
So its okay, although it will be difficult. But i'll find. I wont disturb you with my questions.
Stupid questions.
Why can't i be mad.. at you? Why must you in return be mad at me?
too tiring to repeat what you have been saying for the past 7 months?
I'm not angry.. No. Not at myself.
Furthermore, i dont see why is it my fault. Care to tell me?
I expressed my love to you, in words.
& the reply wasnt just what i expected, cause you didnt even express it tiny bit.
So tell me why can't i be angry?
I type things that are within the means,& your angry.
W-O-W.
If i hadnt typed all those, means you wont think of me when your asleep?
It only works if i say such things?
So like that, all this while, no?Or yes?
Idk what else to say. Today is the last day i'm gonna say bout my r/s with my baby.
It's nothing interesting.&noone would wanna bother too.

Friends, are equally important. But once there is an arguement, and none want to give in,
you wont feel alone. cause there are other friends there to help you with
I'm changing the blogskin. Dont feel quite pleased with the current one.
Cause it just dont suits me.
Changing to Rafael Nadal.
FYI, he's the world number one tennis player!(: Get that kenny?(:

Anw, what should i blog?Hmms..
Fallen down, hard.
Crashed like glasses to tiny pieces.
Cant rely on you.
Does this means, anymore, any longer?

I'm tired. Seriously. Hate one for their attitude, not the person.
I'll always remember that, Mr Rahim.
I cant be bothered. I dont wanna disappoint Mom.
Set some things straight with baby on phone last night. Half way, i dozed off.
Surprising, i slept silently.lol. He didnt know.Waited awhile and put down.
After that,i wake up.lol. THE END ---
Actually got more la. Dont know how to elaborate.
What the. IE suddenly so laggy.
Siti has to back up now.REALLY.
If not she gonna retain or got ITE.

Today is such a hot day.
Already got the code ready,
Just so lazy. Change it another day ba(:
Nothing is alright yet.
Baby need some time from me.
So do i, i guess.

If vampires really exist in Life,
&i get to be Bella Swan,
I'll cherish my Edward Cullen. Forever.
Just when i thought i knew the roots to our problems,
I guess that just isnt it baby.
The problems does not lies with you.
But me. I'll find some ways to settle it.

Guess thats that for now.
I'm off. For some time. So.. Dont miss me.
I'll be alright.

Sweetest hello,
Hardest goodbye,
SMBI