back, with disappointment

Im back.
With listening to JB's Songs.
how should i blog. what should i blog?
MYE is killing my readers away.lol.
like as if there are at the first place..
Hmms. im dead? i dont care..
everyone has to die.. one day or another..
hmms. can i blog or post sentences/phrases/ words that i think or find nice in the twilight saga to here?
i will. i have the urge. but does this mean like copyrighted or something?
Someone. please give me your opinion.(:
Much appreciated.
today's paper was hell difficult.
its Elementary Mathematics.
everyone was complaining on how the teacher who taught us just simply didnt tell us the chapters..
alright now listening to the veronicas. but does it matters what im listening?nahhh.
okay. im very random. idk what else to say..
baby came up to my house today.
supposedly, bcos, its around 4pm. so sit awhile. while waiting for time to pass till 5pm plus. so he can go to his tuition. end up his tuition cancelled and postpone to thurs. thus, baby stayed at my house till 6.15pm. entertaining daniel while i fallen asleep. lol. was damn exhausted can?
anw, today lunced at bk. at first was at kfc. but heying suggested bk, and liqi said that wed then go here kfc. so yep. went along .
walked around after that..
o. during maths p2, it rained. so difficult to focus with some shouting from canteen.
i bit my hand there and kepttalking to myself like an insane girl trying to solve the problems. idk la. all flunk.maybe thats the reason why i got no mood to blog and everything is in a mess.
i must have a mindset like dexter. "This must be the last time i fail".
theres first time for everything. and this is the first time im saying this. and this will be the first time i last time fail.

i need to self discipline myself. switched on comp, no more playing facebook's applications. or whatsoever. do what necessary. revise. nomore playing. i should know what are my priorities. sigh. thanks to baby too. he trying to help me as much as he can, and i can see that. and that is by not making me too stress and giving in to certain stuffs. and i felt that things are getting better and better.(: simply love it.(:thanks baby(:

certain f/s simply strained i guess. i rather keep this till the end...
hmms. Jacob Black(: got so many jackets ..wow.
My Chou Nan Ren kissed me. lol.eww.haha(:
chou nan ren+xiang niu ren xD okay crapped.--

and so i asked, Are you feeling like your a part of the family already?
And so he answered, why not.(:

kla. gtg. proper update soon(:

im so sorry to disappoint every teachers that taught me. Im so sorry to disappoint my mommy. told her i will work hard for this prelim1. but shit comeout. sorry mummy.
seeing how disappointed you are, hurts me .. waken me.. this will be the last, i promise i'll try to.
im disappointed with myself.just gotta work hard and buck up to repent.. to mend my ways... lol. i say like i did something so jialat.. but i will work hard. be it no matter whatever problems there are now. im sorry, but i just gotta ignore it for now.
Priorities..--

Yours faithfully,
SMBI