bad results on good day(;

What else can i say. hmms. today got back some results.
no need say. no need indicate. just be pollutants here. lol.
so yep. im really disappointed with myself, i swear to God that i truly am.
Im sucha disappointment to my mom, teachers who put in their huge efforts to teach us,
to baby, to my friends who want to see me go to poly, and to me.
I dont wanna mess around with my marks.I will put in more efforts for Prelim2. I hope nothing else gets in the way. cause really cant afford to spend the time on that.Gotta work hard.
anyway. lets blog about today.discussed bout some celebrations..
decided to postpone the celebrations in somewhere in June.
talked alot of craps. lol.
and some arguments too.and no, not between me and baby.(:
well, its settled. and yea. i said what i need to say.
if still unsatisfied, can always find me.
i just cant stand the way sometimes, ppl get treated, let alone my boyf.
suan le. dont say. blog bout other stuffs ba.
hmms.
today ate at banquet. CP. western food.
it will be the last time ba.. at least not so often gonna eat there.
maybe bcos i preferred those at vivo ba.
ate and ate and ate.
took bus home. pitied baby. he wanted to slp badly. just tat he slept for a short while.
yep. then he sent me home, and off he go to school for his night's study.
met kenneth half way. he's on his way to sch for night study when me and baby walking home.
vaccuumed home. brother bought a Swensen's cake.
and tada, my 2nd sis come out of her room, and she was all ready to go out with her boyf. to celebrate her 25th bday!(:
my dear sister, Happy 25th bday!(:loving you always(:
after eat all those, she went out.
then i kept thinking, my sister 25th bday falls on her birthdate which is 25th may 2009. Nice eh? 25th on 25th May. i kept thinking bout mine. 29th bday on 29th May 2021.WOW.lol.
yeahness--
4more days(:

my 3rd sis gave me my bday present in advance.AWW. tot she forgotten(:
its right infront of me.
i wanna open, but it wouldnt feel like my bday.
so im gonna open it on my bday.
to temptation: thanks, but no thanks. i will ren. 4 more days.(:i will open you(:
alright gtg.
missing my 1st sister and niece and nephew=/ they went to bintan...
readers. please tag one appropiate, proper english on my tagboard.
cause suddenly, i have the inspiration to type essay in my blog, based on the proper word that is being tagged.
yep. thats that.if not i will find some other ways..(:

SM is dead tired. dead from disappointment. But she will revive and be alive again to face these things. she will win them over. just believe in her. just give her the courage.. just.. guide her..please.

Si Keith. disiao me just now in library. lol!(:
Sweet Sixteen sure is SWEET. last yr bday celebration is so sweet. there's squadmates. there's friends.. there Waichun playing piano. there's me, and liqi, ponning F&N remedial.(:lol.
there's my sweet sixteen bday celebration.. 4 more days and its a yr ago that has passed..
i'm looking forward for this year's be it whatever gonna come. good or bad.im prepared to face it, i guess?idk(:

Yours Truly,
SMBI(: