Pillin' Up

Everything seriously is pilling up..
Work and more work..
Got tons of things to blog..
some things are better left unsaid.. aside from family probs..
when should i say it then? i really dont know what to do.
im speechless..
you guys ever seen a commercial or smth, that goes like, a person sitting there, while everything around him just pass by quickly?aka, time flies, while he just sat there, doing nothing? yea. that what i experienced too.
its like, yea..
if i say it. i would be childish, people said. it would still be my fault. no matter whatever they or i say. so why bother to say since i know?
i wouldnt say, things get worst as i chose to avoid it, then they ask.
i said, they blame me in a nice way..so yea..why bother?
anw, today sat bside yk. wanted to change seats..but i guess i said the wrong things at the wrong time. really didnt mean to offend till anyone.sorry if i did..
its really enjoyable sitting where i currently am.. but i just wanted to study better..
not saying other things.. sorry--

maybe i should just end it here for now. really have no mood to blog.
after Prelims1 ba. i promise i will. students not stressing, teachers teaching us, are. lol.
i really dont like this. everywhere go must meh see till you? it just adds on to my disgust.baby says its fate. i believe this is reality.
baby. next time, remind me. to CONFIRM everything wit you before either one of us leave earlier than the other one. i went out to meet you at 5.30pm. ur nt there. where were you?i waited for 15 mins then went back. asked around whether they see till you not. all no. then mummy asked me whether we quarrelling. i said no.why? she said she saw someone like you walked along my corridor there. was it you?she says he looked like you..i went out again. but failed to see till you. called ur house, noone answered. all i asking for now, is ur call or just ur presence tmr morning, just to brighten up my day.till then, i will be worried.sigh.

any typo, please excuse me. currently using 6 fingers to type.4-6 fingers to be precise.
3-5 fingers from left hand. 1 from right. index and thumb and middle finger are sticky due to eating mango. alright off i am from the comp. waits for my next update..perhaps sooner then expected. lol. justcant stop blogging.zz

the person i wanted to ' bump' into failed to. but you are the one i see.
fate it is then. nothing else i wanna elaborate. nth else i can do.

all the best to everyone for the upcoming examinations(:

With much love,
SMBI