Hello to all earthlings!

Hello. And i am back ONLINE. Its been a week since i last did so! Ha! Cant believe it?!Neither can i. Obviously, i have found some other entertainment to entertain myself with despite the tight schedule.. And what other thing could it be? PSP. heh. Man, ever since there's new games in it, I can hardly take my hands off it, what more about mind? HA! im like talking to myself or wenny and me!heh. idk.. And i dont CARE!Man, im crazy! -.- Only a week off the comp, and i feel its weird typing on this keyboard. -.- k, nvrmd. was sick on thurs. so went home half way.and, didnt go sch the next day. writing letter. didnt went to see doc la. cant afford the time spent man. 2 hours plus for the polyclinic.
lend my markers to wen... yep yep.. random.
had so much to blog bout lor.. zz.oya, after this post, im gonna change my blog url.:) i love changing it..heh.

And so i thought Expect The Unexpected is a common phrase which everyone should heard by now.. well maybe not.. I was proven wrong.
really have no mood to blog bout lor. Really need to get my own lappy instead of comp.. gonna get the same as BFFs.. well, i suggest to her whether want to have the same lappy.. she agreed! so i suppose its the BFF thingy.. (: dont expect me to talk bout boyf. having some cold war with him. whatever. dk why. even when having cold war, i still think of waiting up for him for his oral tmr.. i gotta be crazy.
It aint bout how long we last, but how deep our love can be and the trust built within.. I still dont like the way ppl look at me like im not worthy of u.. even if u say u dont care. i do.
alright. im just tired. just gonna treat u the way it is.. i just hope u say u wont forgive me and ask for a freedom from me.. xD
even if u nt gonna treat me nicely, i wont. no longer i will concede.. its enough.. this time round, i dont think its my fault. im just venting out my anger. Happily Ever After? just dont go along in this love story. (:
A Picture Tells Thousands Words, ever heard of it? Well, maybe for this case, A Picture Tells Thousands Lies.. I just cant stand it.. a girl went in a r/s with a guy whom she claim love. well, she didnt love him first, is he confessed. then the feeling grows inside her.. is it wrong? or is it just proves how desperate she is?or idk..
Do You Know, on Earth, there are so many human beings. So many kind of faces? So many emotion.. So many that, you dont even know how to tell the truth from the lie.. So many hypocrite.. Im lucky my BFF is just my BFF.. at least we dont go behind ppl back andtalk bout each other.. well, im not saying any specific group.. not anyone in particular.. just based on my expriences.. just that...
and now, all i wanna do is to stay out of it. heh. be neutral...
the more i wanna be the new me, the more harder it is..
why reality is so cruel? sigh.now i know why i cant be who i want to be.. Cause maybe God know i will be like this, and will stumble on mistakes.. thats why i cant be actress or singer.. only left is archaeologist.. sigh.
alright today do some summary.. next time then explain.. WAN A LAPPY LAAAA

as expected, but its best to hope that they could rly last long(:
Siti is afterall a nice person..
heh. as of today, i will be who i am. Do what i wanna do..

With love,
ME(:

well, love, all the best for tomorrow..
I want it to stay as it is..for now..