Slacking Off

Happy 24th birthday, 3rd SIS(:
may all your wishes and dreams come true!do enjoy your day today!
you are always loved by me, though i dont show it..
Everyone in my family are being loved by me!(:

lets blog man. im so bored to death with mathematics.. you know how annoying it could be? nevermind. well, 2nd sis is back from her trip from Australia, Perth, i guess. she back on last fri morning. she brought back this 2 chocs. one is choc nougat, and the other is something like a maltese, but tasted slightly different. anyway, i kept pleasing myself with the choc nougat. its nice(: and surprisingly, i thought i dont like nuts, but i enjoy eating nuts in this one. heh!
alright. burning midnight oil to study i suppose. but, yea.. nevermind. just not so prepared for this prelim la. soo ... 0,0
anw. i miss my dear baby pigatron lor. haha! gg 11th months heh baby.. c'mon! lets hear your "oinking"(:
i wont want anything else, but your love.. you know, you kept pampering me, buying what i want, spending time with me, that i even feared you would get sick of me and leave me without a word.. but instead of clutching you tightly, i making you go.. but you didnt budge a little.. cause you said i'm your only baby...(:
idk how long we may last, but it wont be short.. i'm so looking forward to thurs la! after your horrible a maths papers, we gonna enjoy ourselves by eating at the vivovity's banquet(:
watched harry potter & the goblet of fire.. the one so far i thought is more action and the best among the 5 i watched.. heh! bcos its the only one that Harry needa go to tournament...
surprise surpise. i was surprise bff wanna watch harry potter. thought she's the type that dont watch such movies. heh! but wth. we watching on SAT(:6 more days!
i just wanna be who i am, but so difficult.
why are you treating me like a second hand goods.. ?
is that what i am to you all this while?disappointed.

in my r/s, no doubt, we have been through many arguements. some arguements are to such an extend that we are on the verge of ending.. you initiate it, me too, mostly..
but we still carried on.. apologised, gave in when needed to one another.. and carry on this love story..
to me, if its meant to be, it will be.. if not, it wont.. no matter how many money or wealth you showered on the other person, hoping the person wont leave you, is worthless, if its not meant to be.. if it meant to be, even without the money or wealth , the person will still be happy being with you.. but what the hell. we are living in a materialistic world, where everything comes first before love.. or etcetc.

alright. guess for now. gonna eat late supper.. and revise. and off to bed!

my baby pigatron, yes. thats what i preferred calling you now!
heh!i know you wont ever get to see this, but i love you..
no matter how hurtful the words i once said to you, i dont mean it.. but i love you..
really looking forward to thurs, when its just two of us going out and eat..
its been awhile yea?
i love your stupidity when you try and came out silly jokes, that make me gave you o.O look.!x)
i love your guai lanness to me, whenever, you imitate my reaction...which cause you to be hit from me..xD
i love you when you apologised, when it is or is not your fault.. giving in to me... saying you are sorry...
i love it when you looked at me, and tell me you love me..
i love it when you tried to tickle me..
i love sleeping in your arms in a long bus ride..
i love hitting you playfully.. pinch you.. and your nipple.!XD
i love hugging you..
i love when we talked for hours on the phone in the middle of the night..
i love kissing you..
i love sharing memories with you..
i love it when you are part of my life now..
i love our first kiss.. 07092008(;
i love it when you sent me home, fetch me to school..
i love watching you playing soccer.. very suave!
i love it when you are angry.. you looked very MAN!x)
i love it when you failed to make me feel itch when you tickled me.
i love it, when you said you would convert to my religion when we get married.. your answer settled our problem in the future..
i miss kissing you now..
i miss calling you.. talking till long hours..
i miss writing you love letters..
i miss your love letters...
i miss hugging you... feeling secure in your arms...
i miss pinching your face to see how "elastic" it is..
i miss our memory of playing your monopoly in Starbucks, till so long and laughed so loudly, without noticing the customers around us.. its like just us, in our own world;)
i miss you..your hand.. your cold jokes.. your stupid laughter..your smile..
i regret scolding you..
i regret hitting you out of anger..
i regret not having the faith and trust in you last time..
i regret saying harsh words to you in a pique of anger..
i regret hurting you..
Thank God, you never let me go.. Never doubt me..and has kept on loving me no matter what..
Baby, i love you..
Your mine, and I'm yours, my love.
All the best for tomorrow..(: ACE IT!(:

heh! so what you think?the longest ever?my love not that short okay.. my love for baby pigatron is so deep that it cant be said in words.. cant be measured by any measuring tape..

alright gtg..
goodnight and good bye(:

Yours Truly (: