At home(:

Good morning earthlings(:
yes, i did not went to school, partly because i wanna complete my f&n coursework.
thought deadline today ma. received news tomorrow also can since not all can complete their work.
well, the past few days has been a burning midnight oil days for me.
Last Friday, accompanied Zehong to send his handphone for repair. Unfortunately, is his memory card that is faulty. All our photos GONE T.T
Then i watched Boys Over Flowers till the end, and slept at 1.30am
The next morning, on Saturday, Mom woke me up at 9.56am. Yes, i still remember. And its just because Dad wanted me to do something. Wake up and stay awake. Cause helping mom when she return from wet market. Had to cancel outing on that day cause house painting.
Painted house from 1pm onwards, when Mom returned from market. Coat it and coat it again, and we finished at 12 midnight. Slept at 2am. Of course, almost the whole family helped(:
the next morning, cant remember what time wake up. sHould be early. then use comp and prepare for study with Zehong. At night do f&n. Cause for those who don't know, my, or should i say Zehong's thumbdrive, the one he lend me, gone to i-don't-know-where-it-goes-to. I did search the whole house, but to no avail. Please, don't tell me i will find it, when i cleaning my house when Hari Raya coming. -.- And yes, all my files are in the thumb drive. So that one day, Zehong & me shared money to buy the 2GB thumbdrive from school. And hell, the 256MB, the one i lost, is much nicer to use than this 2GB. Every time want to insert this 2GB, needs a lot of effort.
Anyway, slept at 2am in the morning. Finished doing f&n halfway and stopped at 1 plus am. Ate super late supper as mom wants me to eat. and slept after watching the channel u show.
And the next morning is a school day. Wanted to skip, but mom dont allow.
And during geography lesson, unfortunately la, i almost dozed off. K, not almost, but i did. Cant help it. Too tired. And something happened. Causes me to be super tired. Had no mood. Had no appetite. Do f&n. only a little bit. Told mom i want to stay at home the next day. Guess she sensed my aura and let me be.
So far, the school didn't called. It's either i went into a deep slumber sleep or they did not call.
And here i am, posting. while others schooling. Oh well. Anyway, guess what. the deadline pushed to tomorrow. Wasted one day for nothing. -.-
Tomorrow is the result day for O lvl MT. I hope i could really just score it well. A2 please. I don't want to be in denial. I just want more time to score for my other subjects.
I really don't know what i want either. & you too. I don't want it to end like this, but i guess if we were to continue, were to be of no avail either. Both parties will always be unhappy. cause like you said, you wont forget it. i don't want it to end, but i'm the reason why it ending. Yes, you may think this is what i want, since i kept saying of those two words. But i didn't want it to end like this. And it felt so hard to breath.. I felt it so hard to let go.. I want to be with you. But everything will change.. I really don't know.. Is up t you, not me.. Cause i'm the one at fault here..

Yes people, its me again. My fault again. Happy?it has always been my fault, i don't deny. Yes, i know there are happy souls out there to see this. Well i don't frigging care. My r/s with my boyf. what you wanna care bout.
you people Gays or despo? You decide.
I say this, This is my blog, my say. Don't like it, fuck off la.(:

gonna do some touch up on the coursework, before anything happens. Before gg to school for the Maths Booster(:

Gotta go. Update soon.

yours truly