uncontrolled

lets just summarise everything for the week.
its hell. okay. thats that. i dont want to say bout it anymore.
i hate myself. and i know why. my attitude sucks. seriously.
i dont want it to stay like this for a long period of time. its horrible. i hate it.
i kept wanting to change, but i cant.
B, i kept saying i hate you. the truth is i hate myself.
i just dont like myself. i am horrible. seriously.
i guess i need to prioritize which come first.
i guess i need to be myself.. th controlled one

14th Aug 09
Happy 52nd bday dearest MOM(:
sang 3 different bdays songs for her(:
promised to bring her out after Os(:

15th Aug09
House painting with mom, Sisters and bro.
niece did help a little.lol
Arm aching.):

16th Aug.
Homework time.Group study with B only. Cause the others cancelled it. and stupid phone! i dont even know its cancel la. cause of stupid phone dont received msgs. gonna change phone ah!(:

oya. on 13th Aug. i watched BOF le.(: finished(: very superbly nice.. i wish it would come true..(: lol

Yours truly..