it will all blown over. obsviously parents arent pleased with my results. daddy nagged. mom accepted it without anything. so just daddy not pleased. hello! im a human being here. whats more, im the one sat for the papers. i felt bad enough already, so stop adding on to it. either ite or nyp. idk. i felt like gg ite. accounting courses. if i do good enough i will be able to go to poly, with more variety of choices. but the influence of friends? hmms, thats oe hell of a problem. poly choices.. not much of a choice. not much of what i want. can i be able to catch up? or retain? whatever for? but i cleared my mt already. i can focus on other subs. but what if i dont? alot of dilemma. gonna go out in few mins time. actually now, but i haven prepare. dont even know what to wear. haven put on cosmetics. -.- wana shit also. soon enough update again. what more, deadlie is on friday. my off day.

all my friends have great results, except for me. i dont feel belong to them. not anymore. because of results. ? results aint everything right? it'll all blow over. i'll overcome this depression. just give me time..

is j really the reason why i wanna go nyp? limited choices to choose. not much of a headache is it. hahaha, carry on siti. make yourself feel better.

tears are finished. left with decisions. guide me please.