as time flies..

and as time flies, it has been a week of singlehood life for me. and during this 7 days, i decided to post something on first month of singlehood ; 25th feb 2010. title? requirements of a boyfriend before going into courtship. hahaha. this is to prevent myself from easily falling in love with guys i hardly knew. looks aint always the thing now. that, i just realised. but, have to count on luck too. heh. dont really know what im crapping either, but will pull some idea together by 25th feb.

anyway, i thought of some things these few days or not blogging.and something come up instantly.

• differences

differences. differences of being in different religions and races from the people around us.
the differences of being boy and girl. the advantages and disadvantages in both cases. i of course will start soon, but not tonight. (: and of course i didnt go do any research to post bout this thing. but but, with my life experience of nearly 18 years. that should be good enough right? hahaha, come on. anyone wanna share their point of view too can come and tag and flood it man! (:

and of course, i met up with my baobei and mich. of course met up with baobei. accompanied her for rebonding. man, ive got lots of time on my sleeve to waste. apparently is because im not working. so any employers, wanna hire someone for 2 months, im available (: 2 months only ah. or those that have events or sales. come find me. hahahaha. and i asked them, why why why the r/s end. how they conquered every heartbreaks before. and so, baobei says, time will eventually heal everything. and that, maybe i could find a better one (or a worst one) in time to come. whereas mich said that, maybe he wont be able to get over me as fast as possible (or maybe not)cause im his first girlfri. and that i should feel honoured that im his first girlfriend. sucha waste that im not the first and only and last one. ohwell. the ()s are my opinion. and we headed to hgmall and str8 to sch for some visiting. didnt know yk will be there at a later time. cried when talk about it. and that if he wanna leave me and find someone new or old or something, thats his prob. and that ive no say in it. hahaha, cant believe im living my life. and i realises that in this month, what i wanna buy i could afford. maybe good things existed after all. maybe this is my treat for being so strong (: heh, self proclaim.! :D

gonna tidy up my room soon enough. before bro ends his NS. before the nagathon begins. hahahaha.!

really hope my appeal is a success. already plan what to buy for my school bag. yes, and its damn cheap (30$) and make me look like the studious kind of student (: heheheh! cant wait. gonna buy with dearest! (:

and somone please agree with me that the chinese drama show on channel 8, 9pm, "Happy Family", an actor who acted as Yekou Chengkang is damn handsome! myohmy! his features is damn nice. is like so perfect. not so tanned, tall, handsome... and the list goes on. and his name is JIN PEICHENG :D but no photos, cause after yahoo-ing it, i only manage to find non related photos. aww! but seriously, he can even talk Jap language which to me is fluent. hahaha, my standard is not high thats why (;

gonna change blogskin. new life, new skin?heh!i even poke open my other 2 ear holes. now with a new pair of ear stud in them(:great, just that when im sleeping on my right, it hurts damn much.):
i wonder whether am i experiencing some brain tumour early stages or what seh. my front brain is like hurting. __ so bad. hahaha, nah. im just saying. you know me, just like to spout nonsense. listen to radio and watch mtv. new songs nice(:
and ytd i didnt sleep awink till today morning (: 6plus am. and before i manage to sleep, i manage to spray insecticide on this lizard. and he fells into one of the paperbag in one of the corners in my room .heheheh. im so not gonna clear that part of the room . well, not alone! (:

contact lens, bag, new phone, new number new line and new me(:
seriously, you should just remained as it is. you should not contact me since you want to do nothing with me. i dont intend to keep it or save it. but time will tell if i change my mind. well i guess, you wont msg me anymore either. just trying to be polite right? what you were doing. heh. if i changed number without informing you, what you care right. ? hah. simple.
hahaha, im not mean, just giving that person what that person wants. hahaa.means, im kind(:
i should have read Low Kay Hwa's I believe you, sooner sia. may be my 2nd time reading it, but nearly on the verge of crying too. "In love, it's either you love or you don't" quoted from the book itself(:

well, not everyone gets what they want. having my prince charming rescuing me from this hell on a white horse is a no-no situation for me, so why pin hope on to it? in fact, change a bit. have a handsome guy rescue me from this heartbreaking mess with a simple " i love you". (: but since im single and ready to mingle, i see no harm in imagining stuff and day dreaming. (: i cant fall into sleep .maybe another late night sleep too(: oya. i woke up at 1.30pm plus plus .

maybe getting samsung jet since germaine never says anything bad bout it. or nokia 5800 (: sticking to this two(: listening to 98.7 FM. hahaha, but thru okto that is. since hp spoilt, i had difficulty listening to radio. now this channel is my companion (:friday back to school, nchs.

seriously, now i get it. now gte it why they say secondary school time and friends are better.secondary school; the time when we from kids maturing into teenagers. (: the great, bad , happy and sad times. its always this period of time that is the best(: ohmy. cant believe im growing or "ageing" so fast. uhhh! time stop please (:

oya. Jin Pei Chen.. also known as Remus Kam. 22Aug1976 (wow, 34. look like 2o++ only.. aww. my chance gone): ) same as mich's birthday right. born in malaysia, kuala lumpur.
and and and .....
and and...
and

and here he is (:

in the chinese drama show, "happy family" he look younger, with nicer hair colour and hair style (: myohmy. too bad he's born in 1976. if not i already pinned my hope on him. hahahaha. and so i said, i can daydream ma. and here i am (: he just god damn gorgeous can? born in kuala lumpur? means he and i can communicate(: hahahaha!





alright. till here. i missing my class to the very max! why? my class still the best ma(: hahaha, mdm yeo's lesson is just like another sleepy lesson, yet effective (: love every moment in 5B!(:
seriously, i mean the friendships and friends. not the relationship. cause it didnt help much either. hahaha, yea. im facing the music. its never too late anyway.;)

to you:// yes, i admit. ive never been a nice girlfriend throughout the year last year. but ive done my best when we got back together, trying to amend my ways. guess not good enough. and yes, i do miss you. miss you oh so much, my friend. but just that. as like that. but i guess we wont even catch up. so 25th jan is the last of everything i guess.? so be it then.

and so im off from blogger. wanna try changing the skin now. will update soon enough(:

Goodnight and Sweet dreams all (:

yours truly