dreams

and so Good afternoon to all(: today is the earliest day of the week that i woke up early. well, early afternoon that is. currently, spending my time away in finding a suitable playlist for my blog. heh (: finally this blog gonna come to live eh? anyway, mostly the songs i found gonna be in my new phone (: which is later this month. AWW ): hahahaha.
self entertaining right? thats cool. hehs.
staying at home, lazing my ass off. with no finding job. i realise i love doing retails. like boutiques or sales clothes one. i wanna work. but what if i cant? appeal is 2 days away. i hope my dream do come true. on monday i dreamt that my mom went to little india for market. then i dreamt that my appeal is a success. ! i was overjoyed. no amount of words could explain lor. then i thought, in fear : " dreams are opposite of reality isn't it? " and i was praying hard that it wasn't true. somehow another, mom came back. i asked her where she went and she said she went to little india for usual market. and then, there was this glimpse of hope. i really hope my appeal is a success (:
and so, yesterday, i tak boleh tahan, to stay up till late night, i stayed up till 3 am only. usually 4plus, 5 or even 6. but my brain is in pain. like some migraine like tat. so off to sleep with my eye bags "remover" . dont know what it called. forgot x) and i dreamt that, the sales person says that its not effective but just help to keep the eye contour moistured only. like wtf right. what kind of salesperson is that. hahahah. from etude house somemore. haha. anyway,i was kind of naive la. the moment i woke up, i go see the mirror to see whether my eye bag has reduces or not. hahaha. but i wanna buy again(: etude house on saturday, girls? but seriously, my brain, - front part that is on the right, is in pain. i hate this ): and so, back to my dream. i dreamt that i was working in this supermrket. and i aged(!!!!) into a forty something lady. who suddenly grab the arm of this young gorgeous american man, who is in his twenties. and asked him : can i kiss you? and off we smooch. but then i tell him, what am i ? like the cougar town the girl? and we spent the time together after my interview somehow. -.- then at that point of time, i felt being a teenager, and my boyfriend, is a chinese, but not someone i know. and i went home, mom asked me why so late. and i felt that i need go back to Sg expo for my john little work. and poof~ i woke up. and so i see my eye bag no difference? haha, of course silly. my first day of putting it -.-

okay. i really running out of ideas of what to blog about. hmms, i saw him being a fan of this application. which i believe, he is who he is afterall. i dont blame anyone for the failure of the relationship. and so, i dont wish to talk about it already, anymore. and hopefully i will look and talk about another chapter of my life. life is happy if you think it is. if not, it's not. SM: Smile More (: thats what me about ma.

alright, im craving for laksa. mini competition for the campcraft team this saturday. hope there isn't any soccer match(: field already limited. imagining everything cramped together.. woa. is the word(:
shall i go for jogging later? i feel the fats within me is evoluting. lol! i miss my basketball mates. i miss my squad mates. i miss my class mates. i miss my friends. i miss my family(: Aww. siti.. hahahahaha,
alright, im running out of songs to put at my playlist. anyone else got any other suggestion? come, tag me (: recommend it alright(:

im off.

yours truly(: