i find myself trembling. find my heart sink low.
at least i took nuff initiative to add ya despite wad happened between us.
so you said is me the problem. asked you to say, why not say?
every smile is just -pointless.

will be changing number soon. but not phone. phone will be in may. congrats siti -.-
dugaan Tuhan. Sabarlah. ...

i decided to keep my mouth shut and mind my own business next time.

its the world against me now.

contact lens taken. maxi brown. Watchout for the new member of the Cullen family - Amy Cullen. ha! and so i thought my eyes were bleached. what a newbie. -.-
and so i wished. i wouldnt be happy yet. not just yet.

i thought im strong enough. but each sight breaks me down. im not strong enough. how why when?

Said what i needa to. Do what i thought is right.
needa talk to someone. dont wan ruin anyone new year eve. who? noone.

let him go, let yourself go siti. Seriously, get a life siti.
when enough is enough, no point forcing them out even when there's no limit. not worth it.
be back when i feel like to. im sure noone missing me anyway.
stupid rules and regulations.
Amy --