Out in a while

alright, officially im gonna be late. so bff, wait for me yea. im gonna be late(: anyway, hope engineering course is fun, heh! kinda excited tat sch is starting and sad that ive no work):
out in awhile more. accompanying bff to get her cny bag. im loving my playlist lehhhh :D
never felt this happy before. hehhh... you know. on monday my palm skin goes for a change. hahaha, no la. like my palm is suddenly all the dead skins peeling itself. yep. D I S G U S T I N G right? heh.
as i walked home from my sis's house, i was happily thinking of some things. when suddenly, reality dawned upon me. damn sad uh. what if, one day i go out, and saw A with a girl. ?!?!?!! you know, i hate surprises one, cause i cant react how i should. like, for example. if someone give me a gift. i dont like, but its polite if you smile and said thankyou right. ? i would oh. thanks. i cant hide it away!! ): so yea. damn. me. but i guess i wont ba right. idk how people can like go thru the day without thinking bout someone they like. i mean, i'm so used t having someone to like. like if dont have, i really dont know what else to think bout. sometimes i succeed la, but when i realise that im not thinking bout someone, i starts to think. -.- damn! im gonna change la. gonna use the time i have. i mean, the hols. yea. alright im off from here. (:

i always look at random friends photos to humour myself(: hahaha, it working man! haha.
should i add her as a friend? nevertheless, she's my friend since freaking sec1... k,let me ponder on it first. not worth it over a guy.(:

outta here.

yours truly,
Amy♥