past midnight post

ah damn it. i will get over it eventually. dk how many freaking times i said it, but hell yeah, i will get over it. Period --
Confided into 2 people. hell yeah, two different opinions, but both damn helpful(: thanks kg and wen.
Finally my workmates added me in msn. means my 22 years old twin too! (: haha, he's away in korea for holiday i guess. aww.. hahaha! he's like done with his ORD and busy finding job i guess.
And so im wide awake whereas the most majority of the people are already sleeping soundly. heh!
probably because i've a nap earlier, had a bath and im sick. bout time actually.. haha! i accompanied sick liqi and wen to the polyclinic. spent almost the whole time with them. heh!
temperature's rising, can't taste or smell anything, everything spinning, heavy headache and itchy throat... what am i suffering again? Oh right, the usual sickness. damn it. no, im not blaming anyone here. never had the intention either too.
its been 3 days i guess. and i rinse and soaked my contact lenses, but never once wore them after that day. why? never go out is why. oh right, my computer has recover! heh, credits to dad's friend(:

i've become calmer now that i see it over again and again. picture only what. what's the big f-deal?spite me? well, if this pleases you, then congrats you've done it. but hell yeah. i'm just being sarcastic here:D for people who thought i was for real. i wonder. am i really that detestable for being me? hmms.. gonna bug people for opinons and answers.. Seriously, i myself am lost in myself. idk who am i. the real me that is.
ive thought of things to say in fb, but was held back.firstly, maybe bcos i could lost the bet i had with kg. secondly, im not gonna stoop to that freaking level. thirdly i wanna change for the better. fourthly im not so immature(:
time would heal the wounds. and what kg said does make some sense. thats why not so bothered le?idk.
wow. i missed all my friends ESP: blahblahblah -.- kiss my ass if you think you succeded in spiting me. i wonder why mrs foo has to go and work at other places. i miss her damn much. she make a good pair of listening ear! ):
stupid phlegm and muscus blocking my air-way. now i cant even breathe properly. think losing voice soon too! dont dare to sing, even alone ): AWW. hahah! guess later outing is cancelled? cause noone is telling or updating me anything.
oh brother..
i know how boring and wordy my blog has bcome. but seriously. that day at starhub. it was super duper close! she checked got S-Jet. black. all was so close, when she had to say i cant get it due to something. rest assured, its not bout anything illegal or anything. just bout some rules and regulations.. if not, i already update my blog regularly with photos and officialise my blog. heh!
i just had a bath. and i wonder. does bathing in the midnight or pastmidnight gonna have like midnight charge or double charge just like the cabs? hahahaha, cause if yes, damn i needa pay alot. hahahaha, i mean my parents that is. bathing in the middle of the night seems like so shiok la! its like, full running water, and cold and problem-free. hahaha, seriously you dont have to/wont have to think bout anything. but if you choose to, you have to deal with it la -.-
and whats best, noone will have to fight with you over the toilet or water ! (: hahaha, no im not suggesting you to bath or shower only at midnight -.- what a waste. if only i have a bathtub. i would soak myself for hours, not caring bout anything! just like how i soak my lenses xD
guess im done just here. ? nahh, not gonna care le. lost connection then lose lo? haha. beside changing number soon enough ma. but not phone. using prepaid soon. then wait for may. the perfect, right time then i use the new phone and new line. besides, maybe God dont want me use the new things because of some things? so that i wont regret or something? hahaha..
maybe after sick, i will have new life. learn to be independent!
im so getting the cotton on thing! :D Wait for me!

outta here.
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