A sign of relief

finally, a smile curved upon mom's face. my appeal was a success. but is my 3rd choice. imagine. if i were to put any other subs, would i ever be so lucky? sigh and yeah. i wanted the first course, but got the third one instead. so mr ROOSTER! :) you no longer can "hais" me le (: go lead your chicks instead(: hahahaha! joke! discover today only.
you know how anxious and paranoid i've become yesterday. i thought they gonna tell me through my sms, but no. need to log in the website. and i was like waiting for the message -.- didnt have a proper sleep and dream. imagine this. slept at 3am plus. cant get into sleep. roll here and there. dreamt that my appeal is a failure, i guess. forgotten le. i set alarm clock at 9.30 yet i woke up before that. and what more, friends more anxious than me. not forgetting yongkiong, liqi and beatrice who asked me hows the appeal.i was waiting for the message anxiously. upon realising no message were sent, i got more paranoid, thinking i've not submitted or whatever shit. go back sleep, dreamt that it was after 2pm then release result. dont believe, check, then really. 2pm -.- was anxious. after 2pm, no messages still. - F. and so i prepared myself mentally. if no fate, let it be. If ITE is it, let it be. maybe fated le.
and i checked, and got into an Engineering course instead, whereas earlier part of the day, i told my junior i dont quite like engineering -.- sian 1/2 . but i got a feeling i will get the 3rd course, but i want the 1st course. actually okay one, but got to know that the 3rd one is engineering. sighs. so yea. but since luck on my side le, just be grateful and stop grumbling right?(:
maybe my route of life starts here. let it be a pleasant journey then.

okay, stupid me. these days never go out le, too busy at home imagining stupid stuffs (not 24/7 la -.-) and real life, kinda thought it for real. but now okay le. hahaha, in control(:
anyway, today went back to help out the unit. end up, due to shortage of manpower, i volunteer to come back every friday for every parade, helping out in any areas that need help. HA! two TOs cant convinced me to be a CI or to go to the CI course. heheheh(: my say still stand. hahah, i helpinng till april.(: so yea. so, not gonna work le. exercise and help out(: heh! i still wanna do my bits for the unit.
Since today is the sec1 first parade, mr tee is so generous to say : wa. first parade leh. dont let them stand under the hot sun.
i jiu flashback to my first day in np. not only we need to withstand the heat, but also the scoldings from the CIs. wa. if they keep saying npcc bo welfare. i really wanna know whats their true definition of WELFARE then. and first parade, they should respect, stand still all this. but no, fidget here and there. talk somemore. NCO infront, they dont give a damn. luckily im coming every parade. sigh. dont know them la.

okay. so im off from here. having a headache out of nowhere.
and so it "TEET" instead of "TEET TEET" and so, when it "TEET" i get the biggest shock of my life. not use to it yet :/

finally, i dont feel low le. but as one of you all. heh. lets hope i could do my best for this thing. really hope i could succeed.

With loves,
yours truly(: