what a day

not gonna talk much except for the fact that today very slack. dont know why im needed in a way or another. met till Dex, Dor, Daph, Elsie and Germaine. heh! Quite happy when see till them, cause reminded bout 5B moments. Missed our class alot. damn lot. How we grumbles every F&N lesson... so on and on. today not gonna type much. Tomorrow competition. Will be down supporting them♥ >
i thought of something that makes me happy. but i cant seem to know what it is. its something bout other people falling in love, while im out of love? Cupid shoot them using my arrow, cause i hv been in love once. and thats matter. at least i was given a chance to fall in love. right?heh.
today during lecture with the sec4&5 bout crime thingy. they got mention till loanshark and runner. i jiu smile widely. dk whether anyone got see till not. dk wen got rmb the reason why nt. if nt, im the only one know why. and yes, his image popped up. i missed him too.
yes i said it at my msn personal msg. I wont hide nor run or avoid from the fact that i miss you eversince that day. cause the more i do that, the more he appears. i want it to go away by itself.
so dont look me in the eyes like i deserve this. its my life. and i dont regret whatsoever. there's other fishes yes i agree. but would it be as good as this fish? you know why i hate break ups occur in a relationship im serious in? Cause i've given my all.and once i did, and knowing he's good enough, gone. perhaps, im not good enough. perhaps thats why he deleted or blocked me from his contacts. perhaps thats why i cant contact him. and perhaps with that, i could win the bet i had with kg.haha.
the one thing i dread bout breakups is that i hate needing to know a new guy back to the scratch. and what if after all this, that guy is not a good guy? not as good as this one here.my punishment for all the errs and mistakes i made in this r/s is that i could not take you off my mind. not this month for sure. not during my 1st month of singlehood.yes time is all it takes. but unlike you, i need longer. 2nd time.. told myself not to be serious. and when i am. gone once again.

i lost a friend.

idk why at the beginning i really want to watch Valentine Day (movie). Dont know whether it's the casting or whatsoever. but when 14feb arrive, i lost the urge to watch. is it, my fond for the movie fade or i was out of love? Now i just wanna watch Percy Jackson&The lightning thief(: My Boy in there! :D

what could be sweeter than a friend saying whenever he's studying with his friends in JC, he's reminded of us, his friends that he spent together with for 5 years. Thanks yongkiong. That is the most sweetest thing a friend ever said to me. When you said that, I could just say nothing but thanks. Its the sweetest yet simple gift. &when he said that, i jiu flashback to 02082008. The 2nd group study of 2008. the most fun one. the most memorable one.

dk why today i sat beside yk's bro, yonghun, when he writing reflection, he jiu stop writing. lol. is this how every sec1 is like? is this how i was like?O.O lol.

Looking forward to tomorrow's every schedule (:

Was my facade too real to be mislead?

Let me relive the memories from 2008 please. Let me go back to 02082008.. thats all i'm asking for.

outta here,
AmyLerman