M-arathon

Insensitive creature.
the thing which im good at when being compared to both you and me.
i'm not an insensitive creature.
at least i didnt throw you out of my life for good (which i should have).
the probability of meeting you next time would be slim, no doubt.
let me repeat myself and make it crystal clear to you (that is if you ever see until) & everyone.
i dont go around, hating boys once they are my ex boyfriends.
dont include my Exes, they deserve to be hated. need not to be asked.
we didnt go to that extend, so this shall be the last.
i wish to be cold and mean as you. Guess im too soft hearted.
new life would start soon enough.
i hate having to care for someone still even if your the last thing on my mind.
and you will forever be my PAST. never part of my present or future.
&this shall be the last of me being bothered bout you.
this should make you happy. congrats.


ive realised long post are less inviting. shall try to keep it short.
am glad sister helping me to pay first for the lappy. HAPPY TO THE MAX.
TYVM sister. i forever love you. hahaha, that need not be told too right? :D
paying her back in monthly instalments.
however shall not be too happy. scared disappointment come in the later part.
movie marathon perhaps? Alice and wonderland? Seems interesting due to Johnny Depp presence. Kaijin ?The Jap movie bout gambling with their lives? Cop Out? Comedy cop show.
Being Human? SG movie lai de. seems hilarious. Not much of horror huh? Shall wait for my M18 movies. if the movie is not R21, it shall be Sex and the City part 2 (: this one.. by hook or by crook i must watch, even if alone. LOL unless is r21 la. -.-


I shall start saving and scrimping or whatever the word is, before start spending again (:
so they say you love yourself too much thats why you dont love anyone?
fair enough. i love someone who dont even know bout it. just someone. not the past please.
and i love him too much to love myself. thats why i hate myself. fair enough.

no, im not emo. just friggin upset. dont worry. it will die down soon.

yours truly,
Amy Lerman