siti as of today, is happy. &shall discourage herself from remembering the unwanted memories. the memories that hurts.
currently talking with mr derek tan. (: shall go pooling on monday. lol.
hmms, siti want to apologise for any harsh posts that ive posted before. Sincerely deeply from within. i dont and wont post about it anymore. i promise.

dear ex boyfriend,
you've been a great boyfriend throughout. and whatever it is, aside from the arguements, profanities shouted at one another, the physical and emotional hurts, and other negative stuffs between us two.. aside from all those bullshitness, the gentleness and memories between us, is genuine. the love, the memories, the gifts, the laughters and jokes we shared, the names we jokingly called each other, is genuine and i truly appreciated every thoughtful of you. as far as im concerned, my love for you all this while is genuine enough. and so, i would like to take this post, as an opportunity to thank you for everything. & hope that the memories we shared remain between us and noone else. Im glad that you getting on fine with your life. goes the same for me, and im trying to have a day without you in at all. still trying. Lol. Idk how many friggin times i said at other posts, that it would be the last post bout you, but still, still existed. lol. k, this is the last perhaps?Lol. no guarantees. however i do wish this to be the last.. at least let the last be on a softer note, nicer tone, When im confident of letting you be the past.. i really do hope you would see this post. I wont hate you, neither would i treat you as close or good or best as before. you got others and you probably would do the exact same thing to me. among us two, people prefer you. so i should just welcome the new life that awaits me in one month plus to come with my friends... you've got your clique, i've got mine. either way, they made our lives feel better. &last but not least, i wish you all the best in your life and everything. thank you once again.. You will be a mark that is hard to get rid of. For now...-

i wont blog as much le. until new life comes.

Amy Lerman