when enough is enough

today went rp with weiting, germaine bff and me. submit all those last minute stuffs and off we go. hahah. had lunch first cause ger said she hungry. alas, drank nearly half of the soup of the day, she said she's full. havent even eat her main course meal. Lol. we ate at CWP delifrance. my first, probably my last at there too.lol.
anyway, i wasnt in any good mood now for no friggin good reason. people say time is all it takes.
i beg to differ. between time and ego, which define guy best. you tell me. i tot 2 months is long enough. at least for me that is. for us to be friends at least. not as close, not as best, not as good either. im saying this as a FRIEND. nth more, nth less.
just disappointed that despite the fact time has passed, why cant you let it go, and let us be friends, once again? what more, we were classmates for 5 friggin years.
you let it go. i said hey. you rather appear offline then talk to me. well, i saw what i thought i wouldnt. but thats a wake up call.17months. hasnt always been bout me. though you bought me stuffs. pamper me.ha. what?moey can determine happiness?you thought wrong. money cant buy happiness. these past 17months.. its nt bout me. IT HASNT been. never will be. now, a promise is a promise. i shall uphold and mean every word. if this is wad you want. then yes, i would give it to you. what makes you think i still love you, after 2months has passed and we werent talking. dream on. one word boy, one word is all it takes. Disappointed.

anyway im done with all that shitty friggin thing. friends is all i need. and your nt part of it.
29 is supposed to be a pleasant date. no, im not gna hate it for you. im gna slp and let it go.
you, boy, will just be another passerby that come and go in my life. i knw u dont care. wad make you think i do.

i wish i had Alzhiemer. its makes things easier.
i gna do whatever it takes. Whatever it takes.

AmyLerman