emofied for shit

i feel low, for idk whatever shitty reason.
so i stayed back a while more, hoping to meet someone after his IG. but cant.
so i was emofied more. and now, tears are welling on my eyes for fuck reasons.
yes im down. yes im pissed. and yes, i dont know why either.
so dont ask me what the fuck happened, cause i will just break down and cry.
and you will be annoyed cause i dont have the answer to your question.
dont bother to feel guilty, even if you can meet me after receiving my text, i wouldnt want to meet you.or anyone for the night.

didnt realised you played sucha huge part in my life, till your mood could easily influence mine.
you felt down, so do i. ihatethis.feeling.qadpp
i dont want to return to old siti who is always moody. i dont want to return to old siti with bad ways in relationship. i dont want. so dont make me.
i just need to be alone. please. i will be okay.
after tonight, i promise.

and yes, its 7.47pm. and im still in school. i will be off after my RJ, i promise.

today, me and my exboyfriend;helmi, who is in my T28 ran into something hilarious. its between us two only(: a memory to be remembered. 27thApril2010.

helmi is just a friend. exboyfriend/exgirlfriend is just a status between us two :D we get along after that, and im loving it <3>

told you alr my life will still revolve around MORE 27s, even after the memories of 27thAugust2008 has died. hahha, and yes, im accepting the reality xD

action speaks louder than words right. yea. i may sound hyper, truth be told, im not.
i saw the guy in year3 that i like during first orientation day. CK. lol. damn happy for awhile. he also carry a big bag. hahahaha (:


simply low,
AmyLerman