inevitable outcome

do you really want to know how i feel deep down? do you know how suckish it is, to type what i truly felt, but you never once take a look cause you dont know this website even existed?
i feel down. real down. i wished it didnt happened, but it did. still. and its inevitable. for its fated.
yes. the feelings faded. but the theres still lies the feeling of a treasured friend. and i hate arguing with friends i treasured the most. seriously, since the day i know you, i dont want you to be the one i argued with at all. neither do i wished you were the one i had to be stranded with.. but its inevitable. as the time flies and passed us by.. its just something we cant escape nor avoid from.
you either busy with your own stuffs, or me just too busy doing mine. i want us be the same old us the way when we just knew each other. but its just so difficult, isnt it? and came this day where we had to argued. it may seems nth to you, but it hurts me deep, cause i never pictured myself arguing with you even once. wheres the old us?
im sorry. im sorry for using OSIM excuse. im sorry for saying nothing is the same anymore without thinking. but .., dont you agree, nothing is the same anymore. it used to be just you and me walking together ahead of everyone else, and now you got someone new to talk to. is it because im with someone else? you promised never to dont care me. you promised. does all promises have to end up empty?
im sorry to even argued with you at the first place. it hurts me more than you think. especially when i treasured you the most.
perhaps i should have a new clique. perhaps its the end. perhaps, nothing is the same anymore. for real. i would really miss happy feet. i would really miss group.28.
just so you know, when your down, im down. your emotion influence mine. for whatever fucking reasons.

thats it. this the end. nomore. further elaboration. im off.

`AmyLerman